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2007-12-31T00:01:00.000-08:00

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Hello people, Ive moved :D
Do relink and continue reading my blog okay! :B

Goodbye and goodnight readers! Burytimecapsules is still the loveeeeee!

Note to self: relax, and breathe!

2007-12-30T15:01:00.000-08:00

This skins' colour just dont match at all manzxz D: I need a new skin! D:

Timetable is out. Gonna die next year.
(Fill in the blank, exclaimation marks, question marks) Totally have no faith in the school now. I just want to skip camp + school now D:

Plus, I gotta start packing camp stuffs today. Because I think I would be out for the whole day tomorrow or something? I have no idea, but I know I wouldnt have time tomorrow to do the packing. Packing for camp is such a waste of time, I hope I could just pon the whole thing. D: I am seriously not a camp-enthu NOW.(Okay, be prepared for my after-camp's post, I'll definately say it rocks. Ah, whatever.)

Roarzxzx, yesterdays' ManU's match almost killed my bro and I. We got so agitated when Wh got the second goal. D: Really ://. I think I am crazy, I got so annoyed that I texted buddaye to complain.

I am so irritated now D: Yes, now.

just one look,

2007-12-29T22:36:00.000-08:00

Obvious enough, this is my blogskinning style:D If you've been a regular reader of my blog, you'll realise my style of blogskinning. :D

Wanted a change of colour range actually. Wanted to get rid of orange(my fav!!!!) and green, and use red. But D: It really doesnt suit the whole skin. Ah, and I think the colours Im using now doesnt really match too. At least, its better than red.

Didnt really realised I typed sotongball in the text just now. If Jess gets what I mean, I bet she'll be laughing like :O while reading this post. But its good, because I think sb is the best word to describe a blur right :D

Have no idea why Ive been so :x nowadays.

After all the fallouts and frustrations, with all the ups and downs and turn arounds. Through all the breaking up to breaking down, we were the ones to say, there might not be a next time.

Interesting?

I dread packing for camps! D:

fill in the blank, fill in the blank

2007-12-29T17:31:00.000-08:00

(Fill in the blank, exclaimation marks, questions marks).

it never gets true again,

2007-12-28T20:06:00.000-08:00

Found my maths assignments, :D Its indeed in one of my textbooks. No idea why they're in it, but Im still glad that Ive found it :D Which means, I dont have to redo them, :D

Went over to mac to meet Ft and Yl, and had lunch there. And, went over to Yl's place for the christmas present(: Thank you so so much yep! Really appreciate your effort :D Xin ku ni le!

Im too lazy to wrap my books D: I need 2layers for my books, because Im practically too clumsy with books. So, with only 1layer, I bet the books will look like rubbish in 1 - 2months' time. I hope 2layers of wraping will really let my books last for 2 years.

Im shifting to a new blogger account in year2008! :D

DESIREEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I cant believe you're looking forward to the camp + the kayaking part + capsizing a kayak with me! You know Im very(x1000) reluctant to attend the camp because of the kayaking part. And, you're looking forward to kayaking part! Whats worse, the capsizing part. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ But! Its really thoughtful of you to send me that ttm:D That really made me smile :D Heehee:B Ah, I cant wait for school to reopen(skip camp part) too, Im missing you (and everyone else) too! D: But no worries, the camp is going to start in 5days' time! And we can spend 3d2n with the whole cohort! :D Happy boxing day too, :D (A box from me to you too! *bish*) :D

Actually, Im not exactly not looking forward to camp, its only the kayaking part thats turning me off only. So, besides that, I think the camp is really gonna turn out to be fun, fun and fun! :D Because its by Innotrekkkkkkkkk! :D Awww, I miss the leadership camp that we went during our Sept'07 holidays with other schools' leaders! And guess what! Fred is in the same class as me for the coming year! Y'know we know each other through the camp :D

Alrightayeeeee, off to enjoy kimchi:D Heehee:B
PS. Heard from jie Xj is back to work! JIAYOU OKAY! :D

say the words out loud,

2007-12-27T19:38:00.000-08:00

So I was late(again) today D: Really sorry to make you wait Zhiting! Really sorry!! D:

So, we sat in mac for 4hours to get things done. Great sense of accomplishment! Love working with the bunch of people, seriously rocks(: Hey! Thank you for all the help you guys had given, really fast replies, that made job simpler :D Thank you so so much! :D

Zhiting was really gaoxiao today. Hahaha, love spending time with you man! Been really long since we've sat in fastfood resturant getting work done together already! Really really longgggggg, the last time we did it was before tdc right! Really miss that period of time, but its okay(: We're still the bestest partners yep! Keep going Zhiting, dont worry about anything, theres always me and others with you till the end okay! :D

Last thursday of 2007, good day.

rudolf the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose!

2007-12-26T22:05:00.000-08:00

Christmas is over but Ive became rudolf. Ive gotten red nose, red cheeks. First time in history, Im getting sunburn! For all the events of myself being under the hot sun all day long, this is like the first time for me to get sunburn! :O

Okay, really sorry to all for being late! Really sorry!! D:

Skyride was as scary as ever. But, no worries, Im braver this time round. Took more pictures above and so glad I did not cry like how I did the other time. :D I am brave, and of course, a changed person(:

Sat under the sun all afternoon and chatted like nobody's business. Seriously, rocks! :D Took loads of pictures here and there too(:

WENTING!:D
Actually Ive gotten a ton of things to say to you, but its really hard for me to say it to you when we're having so much fun. Its always hard for me to see anyone leave. But, this time round, its also impossible for me / anybody else to make you stay on because its for studies. No worries, we totally understand! :D

Ah, all that I wanted to say its in the card + letter. So, do read it okay(: Be prepared to receive mails for us yep! Remember to take super loads of care over at Aus. And we'll all work really hard for the concert and Syf! :D We love you, Wenting!:D

All the phone numbers are making me so so confused! D:

我不想要是因为，不想历史重演。

I am so tired, goodbye and goodnight people.

I hope, I wasnt worth the wait.

2007-12-26T00:08:00.000-08:00

Yay, Sentosa tomorrow! Thinking if we'll try skyride again! Hahaha, if we're going to go for it, Im not going to cry during the ride manzxzx. And, yes, Im going to take pictures up there again:D Yay, Go go Cynthia! Mega excited for ~~tomorrow~~later:D

And the log cake that we bought was so :D, theres an super-mini axe on it. :D

Im somehow glad to know that you really remembered and did it. Thats really a good news for everybody:D This really shows that you're different from many others(:

Ohhohoh, goodbye and goodnight people(:

PS. Finally bought my top up card, off to top up my card:D
PPS. I cant recall where are we meeting tomorrow/later!! I hope its at Je, because I thought its over at Je and told Zhiting its at Je. Those going, if any of you see this, please text me about the venue :DD

home, D:

2007-12-25T16:33:00.000-08:00

D:Thought Im the only one stucked at home now. Hahaha, just realised Im not the only one! :D Heeeheeeheee:D

I think I really lost my maths assignments. D: Roar, goodbye, Im going to rush it out again. But its gonna take a million years for me to complete D: I promise not to be careless again in future(x100) :D

Goodbye :D

photoshop photoshop photoshop:D

2007-12-25T16:24:00.000-08:00

(Click to enlarge for a better view :D)

sung tan chuk ha!

2007-12-25T00:35:00.000-08:00

SUNG TAN CHUK HA!:D
(Merry Christmas in Korean!)

Ive given up on trying to text more people. Because its too laggy! Tried so many times, D: Kept having errors here and there, roarrrrrrrr D: But people in that convo is really making me laugh alot:D Loveyou guys to the max! :D Teehee:D

Shall blog again soon:D
MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN!:D

the big man in red!

2007-12-23T23:23:00.000-08:00

The concert was awesome. Heard our 09'syf choice piece. Challenging indeed. But! The whole orchestra is so going to work together to play it well for our gold! Yay:D

Im so motivated(and high) now. Because, so many happy things happened today! Yay, and guess what! Im special, because of some ~~stupid~~ reason. :D But hahaha, Im still special. Everybodys special and very unique :D

My back is aching, so goodbye and goodnight. Anyway, Im writing book2(: Started lastnight with 5pages, later, Im going to continue before I sleep :D

PS. Kx zeee greattt is talking like _. Which is so irritating! I cant understand what she says on msn! Greatttttt, change you v back to w. Please? :D

thankful for your effort, but D:

2007-12-23T01:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, things happen in our lives that tear us apart inside, but if we don't learn to look past them & see the sun shining above the clouds, we will forever be standing in the rain.

I dont want to be in the rain ~~forever~~, so :D. Till now, its still hard for me to believe in forever.

Spent so much time sleeping today. D: So, resulting to me not being able to sleep now. My bioclock is in a mess now. Im going to practice waking early on the last week of 2007. And yay, out on Wednesday with Natalie and people! Of course, very excited for the trip. Hoping hard, nothing crops up. (Especially asthma) So, Im going to take good care of myself. (: But, my mum seemed to think that Im still unwell, and Im very much afraid, she wouldnt let me go. No worries, I'll have my ways to convince her(I hope). (:

Went over to ahma's place. Saw Kirby and Shaunling with their church friends on my way.

Unhappy things always happens when Im at ahma's place. No idea why. But the problem is definately not about my grandparents. They're always the reason I go over. Some would know whats the problem. Or maybe, the problem lies on me? Ah, I have no idea. Cant be bothered to think either. Ive been wishing for my family to be away for some tour or anything during cny. I can be rather anti-social at times, (especially when it comes to my relatives).

And the christmas celebration at the condo was really loud. Somehow, irritating? Noise that causes irritation is noise pollution. (From geog:D)

Yuan is addicted to books. Im addicted to newspapers? I'll read the papers almost everyday now. (Fyi, I hate reading it because it stinks D: And Im lazy =x) Im a changed person? But, I know reading is good(:

Oh yeah! Chanel had sent me sunshine's photo yesterday. Waiting for Jessie to send it to me again. Not been online for the whole day, so its hard for me to get it from her D:

Why am I still energetic. D: (Question marks, exclaimation marks)

randommmmmmmmmmmm

2007-12-21T23:08:00.000-08:00

That test was damn accurate. Reallayeeeeeeee!

Oh, and Reena! Really sorry for the late reply, but yep. Dont worry okay, no matter how tough things are going to turn out to be, there'll always be a way out. Because you know we're all giving you moral support! Dont give up yet, even though its gonna be really tough for you to accept it entirely, you gotta do it. But, no worries, you're not facing the problem all alone! You've gotten your famile, friends, and seniors here with it! Keep going okay! :D

Yay, Yuan said the bass drummer is cute too:D

bass drum is the love!

2007-12-21T22:50:00.000-08:00

Woke damn early this morning for duty in school for sec1 registration. Somehow, weird to be in tie and badge again. Been long since Ive been in proper school attire. D:

Well, great time with the prefects, parents and the students. Parents were rather lost, but they were all friendly. Feeling to serve the board / the school again is just :D.

Gotta thank Jess for the shoes and the shoebag (:

Jess' place after duty(she played gunbound, and won ~~because of me! :x~~), JurongPoint, DZBB CONCERT! (Brazzeology2!)

Apart from the duties we had in the morning, and the gunbound part, Brazzeology2 was the next highlight of the entire day! Especially the bass drum boy, seriously adorable to the maxxxxxx! Took a picture with the P4 guy, really amazing when he starts playing the bass drum. Cool :D Im so interested to play the bass drum now. Ah, there was this P6 drummerboy who was so popular, his supporters almost bombarded the entire hall with their screams. :O, okay, percussionists are born to be popular! (HOHOHO:D) True enough, percussionists rock! The percussion section is really a big section. More than 3times of my section's strength. :O And, for the very first time, I tried shouting encore all alone. :O The feeling is prettaye shioking! :D

The kids really amazed me with their never-dying-spirit? Again, the younger percussionists. (Especially the lower primary students) The way they count was really :O. Although its hard for them to totally understand, its great job done though! Good effort, thats the spirit man! Musicians' spirit(: Go DZBB!! They motivated me to work harder for my grading! (Im easily motivated, but thats good right!)

My juniors are great! (Oh yeah, saw some of them in the morning too!) And, Jinghui! Great job yo(: Found out Mr Nazree(?) is from mus art too!

Saw MrLee! And of course many of the teachers. But one pity was, there was only Fangting, Adila and myself(as sixoneys) there D: Well, its okay, we can always find another time for another meet up too(:

BRAZZEOLOGY II!:D With Mr Nazree, and HuangLs (:Jinghui and the Santa! :DHighlight of the whole post~ *DRUM ROLLS* *****
The bass drummer, and his fan! :D
Isnt this bass drummer cute? He is so :O when he plays the bass drum! P4 boy okayzxzx! Im becoming his fan soon! :O And, he is really approachable! :DDDD

Alrightaye, time to go, goodnight!:D

you were priority, was I an option? D:

2007-12-20T19:42:00.000-08:00

Finally done with clique's christmas gift(: I hope Yl will wake from her beautiful nap asap, so that I can tell her about the meet up tomorrow. Cant wait to meet them up (:

Found out / realised it was all rubbish that weI've said. I dont know what to do, really. D: Seemed like, __ ___ __ ___ _____ __ __ ______. ):

Goodnight and goodbye, Im veryveryvery disappointed. D:
Ps. words and actions are powerful, yours are exceptionally hurtful. ):

D:

2007-12-19T20:18:00.000-08:00

D: I cant access to my own blog! How can that ever happened! DDDDDDDDD:

(Frown x99999999999999999999999)

never too late to apologise, (:

2007-12-19T20:13:00.000-08:00

Guess what? This is my 700th post! Been using this account for such a long time, :D I cant believe Ive been blogging for so long, even though the significance of blogging seemed so redundant these months. D:

Went out today! Yay, thats a good news manzxzx. Been a no-life-kid for quite some time. Finally, got myself some activities. Went out with Jessie after passing my jie her stuffs at Btp.

I totally love our trip out today. Mainly because there was much laughter on our way here and there. Of course I was being made fun of again, (Hoo). Well, Im super retarded at times. New classmates, pardon me please! D: Guess what! We saw green and blue rangers outside Toysrus, JurongP. And got a picture of them :D Saw swisswinds people, was looking out for Reynard, but he wasnt there I think? Its okay, we can always meet at ahma house. :D

Went to JurongP. and Wm and back to Jp again. I was so glad, what I wanted was at Jp. Or not I'll kill myself there. D: ~~Im a lazy piggggggggg D:~~ Enjoyed subway! Oh yeah, and Im going to start to work on clique's christmas gift already. Its gonna take a long time for myself to complete I think. But no worries, I can do it!:D That also means, I can kill time tomorrow by working on the presents and cards. Yay, thats super good news for the no-life-person.

Before I could get started with gifts, I gotta charge my stoneplus! :D So, I shall stay online for some time, (even though its lagging like nobody's business). The one and only thing that I love about live messenger/msn is that we can leave countless offline msges around! I think thats the coolest thing about it. Besides that, the lagging and everything, practically turns me off most of the time. D:

Oh yes, Im sure many had seen me with my orange number4book. And, guess what! Ive bought my third book. The same design, same colour. Exactly the same as the previous 2. Its hard for me to move on I guess. Its okay, its just a book of my favourite colour and index number. Anyway, I hope I can be number4 in the class again! (Pretty random.)

Ive gotten 150stickers with my name on it. Cynthia! :D Im currently thinking of where to paste them on. :D

The rangers!! :D
Oh yeahyeah, theres a big crowd wanting to take photos with them y'know! (Exclaimation marks!)

Well, I should go off, my stoneplus is exploding with music again! Because Jessie is currently sending me loads of nice songs, I love her man!:D Clique6 is the loveeeeeeeee(:

a walking contradiction,

2007-12-18T21:37:00.000-08:00

In case you didnt know, Santa granted my wish(: Thats the reason why I love christmas so much:D Oh, thank you love. I am so proud to have you with me. :D

Thank you those who cared too(: Very much appreciated.
Oh yeah, buddies are the best!!!!! Cant help but to say it again, I am proud to have you too! I am so random, but I am happy the way I am now(:

One thing thats driving me crazy is, I gotta wait till Friday to be able to get out of house? No co D: And, Im not allowed to go to Yl's chalet. Thats why Im home all day today. Besides praticing piano, studying ss, staring at the computer screen, teeveeeee, writing christmas cards, I have nothing better to do. I seriously hate it this way.

I just feel like a Santa myself when I think of christmas cards for my love ones(:

Guess what? Im missing school D: I know thats crazy, but no doubt, Im missing school!!! Please let holiday(and camp) end soon!

I have no life DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
Goodnight and goodbye people.

time and faith, i have them both.

2007-12-17T20:44:00.000-08:00

Co was really :/ Bored again. No one was here except for Sheila. But during Mdmwhitesnake, Im all alone. So, I was stoning almost all the while. Plus, what happened last night made me so out of mood, I dont feel so good during combine too. Lack of confidence and sort, performed very badly today D:

Oh, and Wenting is leaving Sg soon. 31DecemberD: Almost cried during co this afternoon, but did not, because I know it'll be super embarrassing if I were to cry there. (even if the fact is, Im a water tap). Thank you Wenting for the sweets, I'll always remember you, and yes, lets go out together someday before 31December! You'll be missed!

And also, very big thank you to Celine and Janice for the card (and candycane). Very much appreciated, (:

I am really tired. Goodbye and goodnight people.
Love you still,

its hard to explain, but I love you,

2007-12-17T01:05:00.000-08:00

这次，你真的伤我伤得很重。不知道什么时候才能好起来。这两年来所一起经历过的，我都一一记这。一直都很庆幸有你一直得在我身边支持着我。我，也没有这么地珍惜任何人，你是第一个。I thought we've made it through, but sadly, we did not. Its worse than any kind of break ups anybody would experience from I guess. This time round, I really have no idea how am I gonna be strong again. But, please know, all that Ive said, you really gotta know and understand that you're the one that I treasure most all the while. And please know, I still loves you very much.

My biggest wish for this christmas will only be you to be back.

no longer worth the time,

2007-12-15T20:32:00.000-08:00

Cynthia is happy today:D
Went out with jie since morning, and got manymanymany things! Finally, gotten my stoneplus, and my snare sticks! I think my snare sticks are the nicest on earth, best sticks everrrrrrr:D My favourite brand, Zildjian! :DD

Not getting online, I guess. Jie, Kor and his gf are watching whywhylove on dvd, so Im going to join them soon:D

Yep, Im recovering! :D Thats a very good news!

Goodbye people, &Im having the urge to strangle _. :/

Singapore Zoological Garden!

2007-12-14T22:31:00.000-08:00

:D Got out of house today! Again, had veryvery hard time convincing my parents to allow me to go with clique. But, steamboat wasnt allowed, because was too late, and its steamboat you see. Im sick, and I cant really eat anything :/ Sorry sixoneys, I really do wish I can join all of you now. But, ): Hope you guys are having very very very very much fun out there okay!! Love you guys to the max! :D

Photos are with Fangting, so, I think I'll post the photos separately(:

Okay, firstly, I gotta apologise to Clique for being late this morning/afternoon. I ate my medicine and fell asleep D: Sorry!
Oh yeah! And saw Xj and Annkhay on the train! 3 of us were all on our way to cck station. :D Been long since Ive met them? (Okay, maybe for Xj's case, its not that longggggg)

Actually, I really have no idea what to talk about for this Zoo trip. But, I really gotta mention, I had lots and lots of fun with Clique! Ah, D: Kaixin missed the fun! Its okay! Lets find another day to go out together, as a clique again alright!:D

Polar bears have black skins! :O, was hoping to see them stand, just like how they did in the documentry we watched. But the polar bear did not. He just kept walking around the rocks. And, realised, white tigers are really hugeeeeeeee! Was really shocked when we arrived and saw the white tigers. Saw the many species of monkeys. Dont really have any ideas how to differentiate them actually.

:D Short update. Really sorry, I cant think now D: My mind is bombarding, :/
Goodnight people, (:

needs no explaination,

2007-12-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

:D Had a hard time convincing my parents to let me attend today's practice.
So, today's practice was boringggggggggggg, because Natalie wasnt around D: And percussion section is left with Ruonan, Grace and myself. Worst thing was, Ruonan was supposed to move nearer to the conductor, while I was left behind. Ah ): But, there was still some entertainment. Hahaha.

Was super embarrassed for the whole practice. Been coughing non-stop. I think its noise pollution D: And I have low confidence today. D: And, Linls will only join us on Monday D:

Oh yeah! I saw - AhHao, our Sec2 camp cheif in the morning when I was down for breakfast!! :D

Just convinced my dad to let me go out tomorrow!!! Left my mum's part. I really hope, I can go! I miss them to the maxxxxxxxx~

I promised my dad I'll sleep early tonight, so that I can go out tomorrow:D
Goodnight then(:

get well soon,

2007-12-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESIREE!:DDDDD
Again, very sorry about yesterday): Lets find another day to go for the trip again(: But definately not before I recover D: Im not going to walk too fast, because bestfriends walk together! Ily(:

I am so disappointed with myself! Fever and asthma back this morning. And Im not allowed to go for co tomorrow! DDDDDDDDD: I just hope, I'll recover by tonight, then maybe I'll get to go for co. And Friday's date, Im pretty unsure if I can go): Sorry Clique and fellow Sixoneys): I really wished that Im not sick at this point of time. Ah, been waiting for such a long time for the clique's zoo trip and steamboat with sixoneys, and just because that Im sick, I cant go. Very very very disappointed D:

And, I think Linls is going to join us at combine with us tomorrow! Ah, been looking forward to this, D:

Mum, jie and myself are currently watching I Do I Do now, super gaoxiao. Im going to watch Hp &top later! :D

I am now, sick of the taste of water ):

way back into love,

2007-12-11T19:16:00.000-08:00

Went to the net and check on the information of the exam. Guess what, I AM STRESSED D: Although I'll only be starting lessons when school reopens, which will be next year, I am still nervous about it. Pretty afraid that I'll spend a huge sum of money on the lessons but flunk the exam in the end D: Lack of confidence again, somebody please tell me, I can do it. Ah, and I want to get a pair of new snare drum sticks for myself!!:D

Watch Music &Lyrics(: Okay, I fell asleep half-way through. But I did not miss the last part which was awesome when they sang!

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere.

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.

And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

-Way back in to love(Hugh Grant &Haley Bennett)

Miss Koh, Miss Tang and Mrs Tan song this during the td's performance!:D Been looking for this song for quite a long time. Now that Ive gotten it, I feel so :D

Staying home all day long, D: Seriously sucks, thinking that I'll have to stay home tomorrow too really makes me even sicker D: I need some entertainment! Movie marathon, alone? (I bet I'll fall asleep again :/) Shall see what to do :D

Blogged alotttttt today. :D Going off, byebye!

one of the people I thought of, last night.

2007-12-11T15:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!:DDDDDDDD
Thank you for all you've done! You're a great father, and I love you! And the familyyyy!!!

Ah, D: Last night was a heart-warming night, although it was tough time. I hate it when its midnight and I've gotta go around looking for 24hours doctors, because inhaler isnt working on me. Worst thing that ever happened to me in my entire life I guess, its when I reached, and the clinic is closed D: So, hospital was the last choice. Went over and I think the doctor just woke from his nap or something? D:

Im feeling so much better now(: But still, really sorry to Des, I cant go out today D: Still, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY!:D Bestfriends walk together(:
And, sorry to Fangting too! Cant go with you, Im so sorry D: Get well soon too:D

Im pretty unsure if I can still make it for Friday people): I am so so sorry, I hope I can get well by Thursday, only then, I'll have a chance to go on Friday(: Meanwhile, I shall drink lots and lotsa water to help with my recover!

Please do not tempt me to eat any fried food / anything oily. :D And, no more hi-chews please D: Hahaha:D

Oh, Natalie is flying to China today! D: Take good care and, will miss you during co practices! Have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!:DDDDD

Thats all, get well soon ahcaiz!:D

那是用钱也卖不到的，

2007-12-11T14:33:00.000-08:00

昨晚所发生的，让我深深的体会与了解亲情的可贵。

三更半夜的，当大家都在熟睡时，是我的家人一直陪在我身旁，照顾着我。今天还需要上班的他们，牺牲了自己的睡眠时间来陪我。而在那时候我也确定了，你们会对我不离不弃。那份感动，是非笔墨所能形容的。这感激/感谢，不是三言两语能表达的。而是需要用上我这一辈子来报答的。这不是个包袱，是个责任。我会认真对待。

哮喘发作，这并不是第一次。但这么严重的，可是头一回。我，会借着这教训好好的照顾好自己，不让历史重演。

大家！记得一定要照顾好自己的身体！

Note to self: Drink lots and lotsa water!:D

2007-12-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

:D Co was great today! Ive decided to take up lessons! Yeah, confirmed taking band's percussion grade5 exam since theres only band's and not co's. Im going to work hard to save up for my lessons, which is going to cost me a bomb. Seriously a big bomb, its going to cost $40 - $50/hour. So, I need 200bucks per month if I am determined to get the grade asap. JIAYOU CAIZ!:D

Shenls did not come to conduct. He wasnt here at the practice at all, so Huangls took over. I like the super fast version of JunMa!:D And, I got so irritated during combine because of the long and draggy grandmother stories Hls was talking about. Seriously cant stand it, and Eefeng, Natalie and Wenting were laughing at me because I was bombarding:/ Hahaha. But I always enjoy combine practices no matter how draggy it is(:

Natalie! Im going to reply tags:D
Replying it here because theres way too many for me to do it in the tagboard.

Kaixin: next time i play monopoly, no one takes my orchard road! :P
Reply: Hahaha, we shall see!:D

Zhiting;D: CYNTHIA! we won by 30000 CASH PLEASE! hahaha! its our couple love HAHA! yeah yeah. you love roy yeo. XD
Reply: Yeah! It was because of you loveeeeeee, hahahaha! Ya, I love him:D Lol=x

Jiale: YOOHOO, SLACK SLACK!
Reply: Hey! Wo mei you slack D:

Kwangteng: qing ai de GE BI BAN TONG XUE : wo men hui zuo hen hao de peng you dui ma? let's be lockermates again i love you!!
Reply: :D Yep! Mei cuo!! Yeah!!!:DDD Loveyou(:

T0ngz: eh cyn..finally a tagboard ^^ btw aint u already 165?
Reply: :D Ah, no lah, Im like so far away from that :/

Desiree!:): i mean something like the phantom as in lots of singing! heehee!:P YAY! we shall survive kayaking togother!
Reply: Oh. :D Yep! But you know how to swim D:

HAOZHE: HAHA! YAY! THANKYOU THANKYOU! SIXONEYS ROCK TO THE COREEE!
Reply: Thats so right! We rocks(:

Nicole: ohmanszx, i couldnt go online last night):
Reply: Its okay(: Hey dear, I miss you!

Celine: omg, you update alot when im not ard! haha.
Reply: Jiayou in reading:DD

Edwinlim1993: HIHI! TAGGEDxD
Reply: Hey Edwin! I miss the camp!!!

Kaixin: nahnahnah, liverpool best k heeeee
Reply: NOOOOOOOO, ManU rocks(:

Clivey: they dun teach 1st chapt of ss so abit wasted ar?? haha start wif governance ba
Reply: Really? Ah D: Hao bah, thank you so so much!!!:D

Teddiebearrocks: Came to say HI!! Thanks for your sms again. Have a great holiday!
Reply: No problem yo(: Sixoneys love you!!

Syafiqueh: Hey cyn!! Link me aite! N thx 4 the memories aite! luv u alwaes darl!
Reply: (: Linked(: Loveyou too!

Priscillaaa: MY NIECE'S NAME IS TONGTONG!;D
Reply: Its a nice name:D

Natalie: yo yo. it's 14dec, not nov. lol. and jiayou for co. ni ke yi de
Reply: Hahaha, looks like Im living in the past:/ Yep, ni ye yi yang okay!! Go Natalie!!

Celine: hey, dont hui xin! i believe you can do it onez! you still wna get your grade5 percussion right. JIA YOU wo ting ni.
Reply: Hao de!! Yep! I can definately do it! Yep(: Thank you! Wo ye ting ni!

HAOZHE: you dont have to be jealous. we meeting up soon! 14th 14th 14th ((((:
Reply: Yep! Fridayyyyyyyyyy!

JINGHUI!: Cynthia ar!
Reply: Hello Jinghui! Im going down to support on 21st:D

YUHAN: hellooooo
Reply: Hey! Hope you've been doing well yep!

DB: link me!YEAY!!man u fan!!haha to arsenal! -_- =)) / oh nvmd i just saw u linked!hahaha havent link u tho!=)))
Reply: (: Linked(: Yay! ManU :D

Natalie: Hey. Take care yea(:
Reply: Yep! Have fun at China yup!!!! :D

Reply to Jackson: Haha, I still went:D Its okay, dont worry okay, theres still plenty of chance for you to be with her! :D Shall link you up soon(:

Reply to Priscilla: Hahahaha, I still went lahzxzxzxzxzxzx! Heeeheee:D

Finally done with everything! :D

I am so happy now(: Job accomplished!

Sakura tomorrow, but Im still sick? D: Coughing still. Get well soon Ahcaiz!:D

(:

2007-12-10T09:28:00.000-08:00

:O
Miracle~ I woke at 7am today for the sake of a plate of beehoon:/ I am crazyyyyyy, but the service was disappointing okay. D: It is most spoiling in this refreshing morning to kenna dao-ed just because of a plate of beehoon too):

谁也想不到，当初的好友会是今天在街上擦肩而过的陌生人。Been years, things had somehow, changed. 不希望历史重演，所以我会用尽我的全力珍惜在我生命里的段段友情。

8.1,

2007-12-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

Finally gotten enough time and energy to blog:D Not been feeling really well for the past 2days, had asthma on Friday night, so slept early. But still went for work on Saturday, and Im so so glad, its Sunday again!

D:
My kor flew to Taiwan with his gf last night. ): Which means, nobody would watch soccer with me for the next few nights, D: Ah, I think I wont watch it too already, have no idea why, dont really like watching it alone. But, if its ManU's match, I shall watch it!!:DDD Hee(x

2E4's class photos are now on the wall of my room, and I can see all of you whenever Im on my bed. That would really reminds me of the times we had together!

Sakura on Tuesday, Des? Im okay with it:DD I miss Sakuraaaaaaaaaaa!!! Hahahaha:D Zoo, and steamboat on Friday! Yay, that'll be dates with all my loves(: Clique and sixoneys!! My week is going to be exciting, and full of funnnnnnnnn(:

Ah, D: Just went to see a doctor, at somewhere near my house. Because my family doctor just went away for a holiday today. Had asthma again, even the inhaler did not help. Might not be attending co tomorrow, but some scores are with me. Yuan might be coming over to collect it from me if Im not going. (: Thank you Yuanny! But, tomorrow will be the last co practice that Natalie will be coming before she leaves for China. So, Im thinking. Im a strong girl though, feeling much much better now!:D

Oh yeah, funny things happened yesterday when I was working. I was laughing like crap that the customers got pissed I think. :x I really tried to practice self control! But just couldnt): Got myself all wet because of the stupid tap too D:

Dou niu. yao bu yao! Hebe rocks, y'know! 她帅呆了! :D

Been thinking, whether to take up lessons. Taking up lessons will definately help in passing. But I gotta pay all the fees myself! D:

Goodbye people, Im going off(:

play those running notes,

2007-12-07T02:24:00.000-08:00

Setionals was extra boring D: Cant really recall what happened during combine. JIAYOU NATALIE!:D

Met up with Ft and Xj for dinner. Saw Ivan! He is really really tall nowwwwwww!!! But Sw is even taller! Cedric too, Ks too! Omtttttt, those guys! RH :X

In a pretty bad mood now. D:
Didint intend to even on the computer today. Because of flu, but in the end couldnt resist the temptation and got online. Roar, what I saw on _ was :/. I felt that was effing unfair to me, I mean, perhaps not only me, I guess.

你可以说我变了，但我可以很肯定地告诉你，我认为我做对了。也许，我真的变了。

D:

2007-12-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

请你知道，不只你一个人在承受这一种压力。

fitted nicely together, just like jigsaw puzzles.

2007-12-06T02:43:00.000-08:00

I am done with my chinese assignment!!!! And Im only left with 5questions for maths!!!! :DDD Knew that I could do it if I persist!:DDD But, I missed mo nv you xi while working hard on chinese!! Hmmm, its okay, I can always catch it on youtube / dvd:D Work come first! :D

Met up with Jess and Yanling to complete maths in the afternoon(: Somewhat forgotten what happened, just remember we went to Yl's house. And completed 2 assignments ther:D While Yl's was sleeping okay! We were working hard. But she had long completed all the maths assignments already. D:

My chinese is getting from bad to worse. When I was working on those du hou gan just now, I had to use the digital/electric dictionary for I-dont-know-how-many-times! And, my language sucks now. Ah): Gotta buck up!

Ah): Saw Nic's entry about them meeting up. Ah, I am so so jealous! I want to meet up with the sixoneys too! And stupid Sw has $400 in his wallet, still bug me for his 20bucks, at this point of time when Im mega broke! D: ZSW! Your sms was so hurting): Said I wanted to scam you! Roar, I seriously forgotten okay! D: Okay, no worries, Saturday is coming. Although Im reluctant to work, I'll still go for the sake of money:x

Ohyeah ohyeah, we saw Denise at escape too!:D
And, Jess passed me a bar of Meiji Chocolate(my favourite fyi!)!!! And, its been eons since Ive last ate any Meiji Chocolate! I LOVE MEIJI CHOCOLATE!:DDD Im going to enjoy it all by myself now(: I might be a pig, but not a hopeless one! :DDD (Jess and Yl will know what Im talking about)

Meiji chocolate brings back loaddddddddddds of memories. I miss those times so much, I wish I could turn back time. But its somehow very impossible? D:

D: My mum told me Im to tanned/dark/~~black~~ already! Ah, actually, I think so too. All the outdoor activities are making me become into a charcoal! DDDDDDDD:

Co co co laterrrrrrrrr!!:DDD

Alright, its getting reallyreally late, off to dreamlanddddd(:
Goodnight people(:

best thing that happened to me,

2007-12-04T22:10:00.000-08:00

D:

I am mega tired now. And Im having veryvery terrible sorethroat. ):

Escape was fun, I guess. Tried something new! Sat at the last row of the pirate ship! Really scaryyyyy, but was awesome experience! Normally, I'll sit in the middle, but this time round, I tried something new and overcome my fear of heights:D Okay, not exactly, still screamed like :O, as if Im really flying off my seat. But actually no, I feel its super safe? Also, with them by my side, I feel safe too! Ahahaha:D

Been long since Ive took my last rainbow ride. Today, had it again. Not as thrilling as before, as I was trying hard to search for Changi airport! :D

Oh! And Tongz and friends were there too!:D Not only them, saw Jiayi(Nicole's friend), Kenny from the leadership camp and one of bbss' senior too(:

And, Zhiting was damn gaoxiao when we're inside the hauted house/mansion. She was grabbing my hand so hard I was dying:/ But, still I laughed my way through, because Zhiting's reaction was too gaoxiao already. But shes very very brave I think:D Go go Zhiting!:D

Went off earlier with Jessie to get the vitamins, but in the end, the clinic closed when we reached! D: Wasted trip, have to go down again tomorrow. I am lazyD:

And Im becoming a lazy + fat pig D: I love to eat! Whenever I eat, I feel joy. I am sick:/
Come to my rescue, someone? AhhhhhhhhhhD:

Ah, dropped dead. D:
Goodbye, I am going to drink 8cups of water tomorrow:D

because, its the only way to live.

2007-12-03T21:06:00.000-08:00

Had combine practice for 2hours today. Half way through the first song, Natalie and I were so bored that we started chatting, and we were really in-our-own-world. Happily chatting awayyyy, y'know I always enjoy chats with Natalie during co practices. And, shes going to China soon, so co is going to be boring!! ):

Screwed for wuding, no idea whats with me. Rolls suck again. D:

Ah, steamboat's date changed, to 14nov. Quite disappointed somehow, missing them to the max):

Sudden urge of staying home, and sleeping in for the entire day tomorrow): Im so sorry people, but no worries, I'll still be going for the escape trip with you guys. (:

Full of disappointments todayyyyyyyyyyy. Especially with myself during co. D: Please do better and workharder, Cynthia!

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.

Very true?(:

Goodnight.

its not all about turning back time,

2007-12-03T03:48:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Im done with the brochure and poster! :D Over the moonnnnnnnnnnnn now! Yay! I personally love the poster design, because its by me! =P, Nah, kidding. Because, the brochure looks a little packed. So, the poster is currently looking better to me. :DDD

3am in the morning, I am still awake! I doubt I'll be able to wake up on time tomorrow for co. So, Im thinking what should I do to wake myself up. A giant alarm clock? I have no idea wheres my alarm clock man! Missing~ And my mobile's alarm will never be able to wake me up, I remember myself setting 3alarms that day, but I heard none. Seriously, I am a pig when Im asleep:/ Okay, maybe when Im not asleep, I am one too? (My brother call me a pig ): But I call him one too! :D) Ah, not sleep? :D

Something interesting:D
Do you see anything? Its spoungebob's shadowwwwwwww!!!!:D

Alright, thats all! Sweet dreams people(:

Note to self: C'mon Ahcaiz, cheer up!

2007-12-03T01:44:00.000-08:00

I'll make this the best among all, just for you.***HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LEE!:DDDDDDD
Y'know sixoneys will always have you in our hearts! And we'll always be here to give you our support! Take good care of your health, and remember all the happy times we've spent together, we miss you!!!!!

Feeling really stressed up now. Mainly because, I have not done my maths assignment, and co's brochure is not all done yet. Im like half way through the brochure. And, now, Im running out of ideas already. ): And, Im really a loserrrrrrrrr, I just cant persist to complete my maths! Ah! :/ I get stressed up very easily? Thats not a very good thing. D:

Back from Grandma's house. Theres a new baby in the family now. A pretty cute one, Tongtong! 6months old, and shes adorable in all angles / ways, but I really cant stand it when shes crying. I think Im not the loving kind. And, you know, I like her name! Tongtong is a nice name! :D

Had a really nice chat with Reynard. Been long since I've ever talk to any of my cousins. Especially when I think he is the closest cousin Ive ever had, mainly because of our age! Ah, he is a smartyyyyyyyyyy, taking up triple science next year, and he is doing well in his band I think. Jiayou okay Reynard! :D And, his brother is violent! Hmmm, but kids are like this these days I guess? Generation gap? :/

Oh, and found out, many of my cousins are in band during their secondary school years! All musically talented. I should learn from them, but only my jie and myself are percussionist. So, actually, theres nothing much for me to learn too. But, when theres something common in us, I realised, its easier for us to find a topic to talk about(:

Co ~~tmr~~later! Going to be in our Ilco tee:D We really love co!

Saw the news on the dragonboaters. And has been reading up on quite alot about it through the newspaper actually. Feeling really emo over it. When I was reading thenewpaper, dated 30nov, I so have the urge to cry): Y'know its really depressing when your love ones leave you. And y'know theres nothing you could do to bring them back. Ah)':

"I am so very sorry. There's nothing I can say or do that can fill the
painful emptiness in your hearts, and I also know that your lives will never be the same again. But I want you to know that your sons have touched so many lives in so many ways."

-Dr Balakrishnan
(Taken from thenewpaper, dated 30November'08)

I totally agree. They've really touched many lives in many ways. Families, friends, colleagues of the dragonboaters, be strong and hang in there! Live your future days with smiles on your faces, be happy and live on strongly! Im sure they would really want to see all of you to live on happily(:

I know there wouldnt be anybody related reading this, but I really hope, they'll all live on strongly. Because, losing someone/something you really love, is really painful.

Okay, shall get back to co brochure. (: Secondary ones(year 2008), coming to Bbss, come and join co!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Ah, Jaychou's new album's songs are making me really emo):
Goodbye, and Tuesday is going to be an eventful dayyyyyy! But, Im going to love it to the max!:D Steamboat with sixoneys and escape with part of clique and Des for her birthday!:D And its Phyllis' birthday right, yuanny!:D

perserverence, courage, and time, do I have?

2007-12-01T21:35:00.000-08:00

Did lots today! Having a huge sense of accomplishment currently!

woke at 8.30am in the morning to upload the photos
watched soccer! :D
~~stoned~~ and tidy/pack/clean my room
got all my clothes on the hanger and into the wardrobe
went over to wm to get chem, amath, chi, electgeog books
bought dad's birthday present
had subway
slept

I did those things today! Great accomplishment to me okay! Especially when I slept at 2.30am last night/this morning. Cant believe I can wake at 8.30am. :D But, apparently, I dropped dead right after reaching home. Feeling lethargic now):

I am loving soccer more and more each day? Somehow yes, I like ManchesterUnited! Ahahaha:D But its lame to be shouting - GOAL! All alone, when everybodys out, and Im the only pathetic person home, watching the repeated match. Roar):

My room has been in a ultimate mess since, I dont know when. Actually, it has always been in a mess. Seriously, yes, its like some rubbish collection point? Okay, at least it looks tidier now. Ive gotten manymany notes for my sec2. I think, I'll be giving it away. Especially history notes, Ive found most? And, stacks and stacks of worksheets, left untouched, I have no idea what to do with it.

Time to really really really start proper study. I started my SS, with 3pages? Only knowing whats nation, states and country. Ah, thats really not enough. So, Im going to concentrate! Dont worry, Ahcaiz can definately do it!

Jie and I took like forever to look for a longsleeve suitable for our dad. My dad is a small-size person, so after we finally found the suitable one, we found out, theres no small size! Ah, which was super irritating, but in the end, we decided to get the M size. We're troublesome.

As usual, I still hate tomatoes D:

I want to sleep! :/

childish act, but yes, Im doing it.

2007-12-01T10:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmm,

I dont really think theres any problem with us, not getting over the issue of class separation. If you really thinks theres a huge problem with it, please please shut your eyes and not read our blogs? Although we'll still see each other next year in school, but do you even understand that the class is no longer the original class we're with initially? Seriously, I know talking about this here is so a :/ thing to do. But, too bad. I just see no point why have you gotta look at us this way, I mean, I know its really time to get over it, but so what if we just cant get over it yet? Yes, so what?! I am not trying to say, because you've gotten over it long ago, you're wrong/mean/anything and Im right. No, not what Im trying to say. What Im trying to say was, if you're unhappy with us not getting over the class separation, then, just shut your eyes / ears / mouth:D Its really not like we need your comments to continue surviving. We're alive, and happy the way we are now(:

Dont bother to ask who Im refering to. Dont worry 2e4 loves, its not anybody in the class(:

30nov, Science centre trippppppp!

2007-12-01T10:32:00.000-08:00

Science centre trip yesterday! We were supersuper bored so, decided to go to the Science Centre! And, you know the entrance fee was really cheap. Seriously, if you're bored you should really drop by or something, its a nice place to be in! Had lots and lots of interesting discovery/rediscovery of science! Perhaps, we took more pictures? I thought it was more like camwhore session in Science centre:x

We paid the child rate. Which was 3bucks, really cheap right!
More of these pictures coming up xP
OMGOMG! :P
Wanted to go into the "pyramid" and take a closer picture with the mummies' tomb(??), but there was a whole lot of kindergarten kids inside. So thought we could go back later, but we forgotten to go back. But its okay, this is good enough:
:D Styrofoam man:x
Imitation skill, 99%? :P
Brownian motion! Sec2 science txtbk!
Went over to Ispace. Was supposed to cllect our RFID/RIFD/whatever card after watching the video, but the 3of us sneak out. :X There was reflexology chairs there, and we paid $1 and we can get tortured for 5minutes. Not exactly actually, some might enjoy it? Some would never dare to get their butts on it ever again? (someone like Yuanny:x).

Ispace, I am in space, I am in space
:/

We came across this mega sensitive sensor(?)/machine(?), whatever it is, its seriously :D. We stayed there for more than 15minutes jumping and waving our hands just to get the effects.

:D ME ME ME!
Me, and manymany hands:D

Im your nose! :x
Coloured shadows!
ECOSPHERE!
ecosphere:D
Kaleidoscope!
Falling off? NAH!
:D :D
Pose for the cameraaaaaaaaa! :P
We're on teeveeeeeeeee!: O
:D :D :D
:D :D
:D :D
Too many photos to be posted actually. So, thats all for now I think:D Was a wonderful and fruitful trip with the girls!:D And, I want to go to the zoo, please? :D

Hungry hungryyyyyyy, breakfast here I comeeeeeeeeee~

let those memories play,

2007-12-01T09:07:00.000-08:00

For now, the class chalet's photo!!!!!!!! Thank you Kaixin for sending me the rest:D
Im going to miss all of you, to the max!
On cab together!
:D
Smileeeeeee:D
:x
Working hard on the fooddd!
Camera shy!
Monopoly on the 2nd day's morning!
Zhiting and my cashhhhhh!
Lovely partner:D
On our way out of the kiosk
I look like charcoal beside the white horse):
:D
Spastic? :x YFQ! :D
When we were watching lelewo, =x
Memories kept in our hearts,

Class chalet had ended, its gonna be very hard for all of us to meet up again during the holidays. I mean, it possible to meet up in small groups, but in such big group, I think its difficult. But, no worries, unity stays in our heart. And, when school term starts, we'll still be seeing each other often right! Still, trying to get over the matter of class separation. How I wish, we could just remain this way for the next 2years. Apparently, its quite impossible though. But, all in all! I LOVE 2E4!:DDDDDDDD

sixoneys is the loveeeeeee<3

2007-11-30T01:38:00.000-08:00

As usual, cant sleep D: Thats why Im here, and also, in msn. Chatting with fellow sixoneys - Haozhe, Ivan and Shaowei! As humorous as in the past. I just miss all the sixoneys man! But no worries, we're surrently discussing about the outing. But wait, not exactly that, the digress kings and myself are currently digressing. We're now at the topic of subject combination and Shaowei's school offer ip to all students. I am a noob, only realise it now:/

Realised, only when Im talking to the sixoneys, I can talk so openly. As in, really openly. And I'll always be very very very happy after talking to them. They're like the other sunshines of my life man! (besides 2e4). Y'know, when we chat, we sound like we've know each other forever already. Not only with the 3guys, but with all the other sixoneys too! I love sixoneys to the max!:D

And, Haozhe was super nice to notice my presence when Ivan was going crazy talking about some things. Thankyou man Haozhe! Hahahahaha, now you know, why I love sixoneys so much right! Because we're always there to think for one another! (: (obsessed, again:/)

Yuanny, Ive blogged, and the guys are making me smile at the screen like a retard now:/ So, I shall fo offline, before going crazy. And guys, Im willing to your xiong di one okay! (lol)

okayokay, goodnight(:

a long way to go,

2007-11-29T22:32:00.000-08:00

I really gotta do some self-reflection or something. Ive been late for co for the entire holiday sessions. So, I am so not going to be late for the coming practice! I promised Natalie that I'll not be late already!:D

Co was average today. I gotta say it once more, I really really love my section to the max okay! And, I was telling Natalie this today, for I-dont-know-how-many-times, that she knew what I was going to say already. :/ I am obsessed! D:

Realised, my dialect seriously sucks, totally not up to any standard. My grandma just called and guess what, I can only understand 1/4 of the conversation and, all my reply was : orh, okay, orh, okay. Thats all okay. I think Im a failure:/

I think Im deaf or something? Ive gotten 4miss calls and yet, I dont hear anything. Or do I practice selective hearing?(Haha, LAME!) Seriously, I think Im abandoning my phone in one way or another already. I think I can go out without a phone too? That might be possible now.

Missing the interclass debate? Have no idea why, but was fliping through my files again, and saw those notes and speech. Seriously, I miss those times, and I think I really love debating. But, I am not really the kind who could do it? But, if theres ever another interclass debate competition, I'll join! :D

Science centre tomorrow! :DDDDDDDD

拿得起，却又放不下? :/

new motivation? new year resolution!

2007-11-28T22:39:00.000-08:00

Maths killed me, or rather, I killed myself. No idea why, Im giving up on maths so easily now. The 2nd assignment is really a killer for a maths retard like me. And you know, Im only at the 2nd assignment when we're having manymanymanymany assignments of it to complete:/ And guess what, I just realised, Im left with the first page of the whole booklet! I need someone to photocopy a copy for me pleaseeeeeeeee): Sorry Kaixin! I cant help to photocopy for you and your somebody already. Because, Ive misplaced mine. But! If I got mine before you, I can still help you with the photocopying job:D Im really sorry!

Given up on maths(just for today), because the computer is really one big distraction in my house man. Looks like I cant do without it already. And blogging too. :/

New years coming in about a month's time? New year resolution? :D
Cynthia's resolution:

Survive camp'08! (mainly, the kayaking part:/)
Get my grade5 in percussion (asap!)
6 distinctions!
No F9s!
Join the others in June'08's oversea trip!
Stay focus all the time
Work harder in growing tall (165cm!)
Develop stronger f/s with friends around me

I will:

try my best not to lose things that easily, try to eat faster, ~~try to~~ read more, ~~try to~~ stay awake for all lessons, save money, be responsive, be strong, be rational, be reflective, be alert at all times, practice(maths, percussion, piano), be happy most of the time, not be dumb, not be mean/evil, not be lazy, not slack too much, not do last minute mugging, not have pms permenantly, not stone too much, not grumble as much, not give up on things easily!

Thats about all for now:D I bet, I cant keep to all my resolution man! But, the first 8 are the most important ones! And, will try my best to keep to it! Go go Cynthia!

Actually, I dont really have any idea what Im supposed to do next. But I just feel hopeful? Somehow, I just do. Making those resolution will somewhat make me have a guideline to follow from now on. And, will make me feel occupied too?

Im disgusted! All because of the drama on channel55 now. This is crazy, ever since I enter secondary school, I have no idea why, I can never be patient enough to finish watching it. Or, I'll get agitated over the storyline and give up on watching. Now, its another making me so disgusted! :/ Can the female lead just be with that guy!!! Roar:/ The other girl is a _. Vacuum cleaner who loves to tell tales! :/

Off:D

starting anew.

2007-11-28T18:51:00.000-08:00

New skin new skin:DD
Im getting tired of my own skins actually. And Ive ran out of new ideas of how to create better and nicer skins. So Im currently using people's skin:D

Standing strong, Im not going to fall. Because Ive still gotten a long long way to go. How can I just drop dead this way? At least, theres something for me to be happy about in the very end, I dont regret, and I wont:D Cynthia is still alive here! Knowing theres really such a buddy right there, Im really happy. Lets all smile and carry on with life!:D

Maths, IS DRIVING ME CRAZY D:

Not too long,

2007-11-28T16:46:00.000-08:00

I am now in the mood to study already. Isnt it great?

Focus from now till the end of year: Study and Percussion!
Im so not going to fail my first sec3 maths test man, or not I'll have bad luck for the rest of the year I guess.

Anyway, enchanted trip was cancelled. D:

Goodbye(:

Just breathe, and listen,

2007-11-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

Guess what!
Rotted at home for the entire day! :X But, besides stoning, surfing the net, watching teevee, I did my maths okay! :D Not exactly rotting already actually.

Yuanny was so sweet! She sent an mms to me when she was out dating! Ah, I saw that already, view it through the net(: Thank you love! And, are you sure thats my favourite animal? Hmmm.. :D

Currently waiting for Kaixin to upload class chalet's photos into her computer and send it to me. Once Ive recieved it, I'll post it up! I LOVE 2E4!:DDDD

Enchanted tomorrow!:D Heard from Des its something like the phantom, but its totally different storyline. Looking forward to watch it!:D

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
and the something that you said about being friends
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane

I need to wake up from this state of mind
the situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
would you catch me if I had to fall
would you even find the time for that at all
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane

cause time has taken back
everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

could it be
nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to Mary jane
oh whatever happened to Mary jane

-Mary Jane (Click5)

Still loving Click5's songs:DDDD

Alright, thats all for today!:D

Promises you dont intend to keep.

2007-11-27T00:06:00.000-08:00

Went for co today, Yuanny did not come as she wasnt feeling really well in the morning. So, practice was usual(again). Peiqi came back! But, I did not see her): Because I was practicing with the erhu section. But! No worries, she'll be coming back for practices again soon(: Yay!

Im really really really glad(x1000) that Im in the percussion section man! Firstly, I love percussion. Secondly, I have lovely seniors who're always there to guide me. And, lastly, we'll most of the time have the easiest parts to play! The latest song we got, heard it was a mega difficult piece. And many of the sections had gotten 4 - 5pages to practice, and guess what! The most we've gotten was 2pages. And, today Natalie, Grace and myself were practicing it together, and it turned out great. Seriously, I love my section very very much!:DD

Anyway, waited for Kaixin and went home together. Almost fly off the bus. Luckily, Kaixin was there. Thats the difference between a athelete and a percussionist. A percussionist like me, will never be as alert as them. Just say Im clumsy.

Bought my books, and its time to really start proper study. And, I should really complete my maths holiday work by this week. Or complete my chinese assignment by this week. I must complete either one. Or not I wont have enough time. Jiayou Ahcaiz!:DD

Alrightayeeeeeeeee, time to go, byebye:D

Note to self: Cheer up!

2007-11-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

In case you didnt realised, it was equally hurtful to me )': But still, every word I said, I do mean it.

Roy, is the love! :D :D :D

2007-11-25T23:52:00.000-08:00

:D

Back from 2E4's chalet. Was a very very very enjoyable one. Especially the second night I could say.

DAY ONE.
Met up early with some to get the bbq from giant. Des was :O, broke 2bottles of sauces in less than 10minutes when we were shopping in giant. We spent super lots of time in giant, ~~crapping~~shopping, finally paid and went over to subway for breakfast. Moderate speed! Cabbed over to the resort. Shiwei, Tecksiong, jie and myself were in the same cab. On the way there, Shiwei, Tecksiong and myself were killing time by talking loads of crap. Tecksiong even told us about the 90degree height thing, which was so mean! But, its just for laughs though. (:

(Backspaced)
Just wanted to apologise to all of you for everything that had happened in the chalet, during the first day. I mean before our meetup. Seriously, Im very very sorry about it.

&Thank you Jessie for the super size spoungebob ballon! It really did help in cheering me up! Seriously, a big thank you(:

After we had the sort-out session, it was already pretty late. So, some of them went for cycling, some were preparing for the bbq and some others slacked in the room. Started the fire for bbq, and fanning is really :/ Super tiring! Thanks to those who've started the first, helped with the food(: I hate those flies, seriously, I dread the sight of them. I was paranoid, and was asking Kaixin and others whether there were flies around every 5minutes. MissKoh came too, brought us ice cream:D Thank you MissKoh!(: Sadly, she couldnt stay behind because she have to go to the airport to fetch a friend.

After the bbq, everybody sat in the room and watched Scarymovie3 together! Rather gross, but super funny. At 10pm, paused it, and watched supernatural. But, I went early to bathe.

Cant remember what we did exactly before sleeping. Just remember going over to BlkL's room till 3plus, and back to BlkB's room. Some were playing cards, waiting for 4am to arrive for mac's breakfast. While I force myself to sleep but failed due to some reasons. And, in the end, Kaixin, myself and Roy sat chatting, while others went out for breakfast. Was really a nice chat, loads of laughter. :D And I like Roy! :D

SECOND DAY
Played monopoly in the morning. And lovely Zhiting and I married and we won manzxzx! Although I sound pretty lame, but at least we were having very much fun! Kaixin, I bought Orchard Road in the end! :D

We took mega long time to decide whether do we go to escape / cycling. In the end, we took the cycling option. Cycled around the pasir ris park, and we saw horses! I even took pictures with it! Just like other times, I went cycling, I almost bang into the trees around(with this, you can see, how bad am I in cycling right): ) &My butt and feet are aching from cycling! But no worries, Ahcaiz is a strong girl!:DD

Went back to the chalet and we played the concentration game while waiting for our turn to bathe! Some were watching Transformer and Scarymovie2 though. Had our dinner at the foodcourt right infront of the entrance of wildwildwet. I just have no idea, why I'll always be the last when we're having proper meal. Roar, I was at my fastest speed already!

Headed to the arcade after dinner. We tried our luck, wanting to win that monster home. But ):. Jess, Zhiting and myself played the 3-buttons game(I have no idea what its called). Zhiting got cheated! One of her controls wasnt working, so she was losing all the way. Played the photohunt, and saw things we shouldnt really see for too long. But it wouldnt be as sick if we were thinking the right way though=x The girls went back earlier.

Sat around, watching teevee, and in the end, some started playing monopoly and some played the concentration game! I was at the concentration game side. And although there was only 7of us playing, I felt it was mega fun. It was quite a torture for me to clap cause of the ache on hand on my left arm. Super painful. The alphabet version was crazyyyy, all of us thought it was duper difficult. We even played the exchange-names version. I was Tongwei!:D

WeThey watched VanHelsing after the game. Kaixin and I fell aslept 1/4way through it. But I woke at 3.30am when they were deciding how do they sleep. And Roy was super gaoxiao. But I shant elaborate though:D

THIRD DAY
Woke at 9.00am, thinking its 10am to check out but its 11am. Sorry to wake all of you up so early! Had breakfast, and watched lelewo with Kaixin and Maybel. I know its a lame thing to do, but you know we have nothing better to do when others were all out for breakfast and arcade. Everyone came back, while waiting we watched the channel8 drama together. I cant describe how I felt at that point of time, but in simple words, we were like a family. (:

Group photo, and check out!

Jie, Kaixin, Yuanny and myself cabbed to gombak. While others took bus and train home. Kaixin, Yuanny and I went to kbox after cabbing to gombak. The hole-shirt was really hilarious, I almost rolled down the sofa. 3funny mtvs, and I think the staffs were wondering whether we're really right in the mind.

Sang till around 7pm and Im not home(:

3D2N passed fast. Very quickly, we're all home again. Had very much fun with all of you, be it during the past 3days2nights / the past 2years, I really appreciate what all of you had done! 2E4'07, all the memories, it'll remain in my heart(: And I'd say, Im very proud to be a member of this class, not simply because it rocks, but because theres something, something in all of us that is indescribable, but amazing. Thats the reason why, I love 2E4'07 so so much!

THANK YOU FOR THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!

MAYBE I'LL BELIEVE LIKE ITS TRUE,

2007-11-22T12:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGHAU!:DDDD
Hope you're doing well in Taiwan, and Im sure everyone in 2e4 still remember you! Please come back soon to visit us okay! :D :D

Many highlights today!

Got our ILCO tee! Sorry about the design, it turned out to be redder than expected! But, I love the material, its like our prefects' tee's material:D Almost got stucked inbetween the train's door, and panicked and screamed, super embarrassing. :/

Apparently, co was the usual sectionals and combine practice. Something different was, I did my basics. The feeling of being able to play the whole score without stopping really rocks. But, afterall, its basics! If I cant do it, I shall bang my head against the wall! The chat with Natalie was fabulous! She was praising me so much Im over cloud 99999999999:DD
The woodwind guys were playing tricks on me again. Super irritating, but at the same time, gaoxiao. This is self-entertainment during combine practice! Although it might sound retarded, but without those self-entertainment, combine practices will be very dull and boring! So, its pretty obvious percussion and woodwind sections are the happening sections in co right! We just rock:D

Went over to bukit timah plaza for dinner with Des, Jess and Yuan. We were supposed to discuss, in the end, it turned out to be us eating. Went over to popular to look for Xj to pass him the candy he asked me to buy for him. Xj, the candy is nice right! :D
On our way out, we were laughing like :O, over names. :x

Gotta thank Yanling for passing me the shorts! :D Went over to mac to meet Nic. And, she realised she forgotten to get her camp stuff - wooden pole. So, we went over to Westmall, unfortunately, all wooden poles were sold. But luckily, her senior returned her call just in time and got her the pole in the end:D Enjoy your camp okay! Although it'll be a tough one, still, hope you'll pass your NCO okay! Take good care of yourself, and nobody will laugh at you over your watch okay!:D Smile, and Ily(:

Tomorrow will be the class chalet! Texted many people to confirm the time with them. But they dont seem to recieve it? Because Tecksiong texted me again to ask me about the meeting time! See, theres a problem with my phone again. Happened a few times today. Quizhen and Zhiting texted me, but I didnt recieve! If you were to text me, and I did not reply after a very very long time, it might be the problem of my phone. Hmmm, I gotta workharder to save up for my new phone! Ahcaiz can do it yah! (:

I shall sleep earlyyyyyyyy(:
Ahcaiz will be away in less than 24hrs till Sunday! Nightnight!:D :D :D

When its time,

2007-11-21T23:07:00.000-08:00

Youtube! I saw this video of some co playing our syf setpiece. Jian kuai de liang feng! And you know, I feel like crying so much okay): Reminds me so much of the times in the past, when we spent almost all the saturdays together as an orchestra working so hard towards on goal - syf sliver / gold. Seriously, Im missing those days, and I bet when Natalie's batch go, I'll miss them to the max during practices! ): Meanwhile, we should cherish all the time we have together okay!:DDD

Anyway, my english is getting from bad to worse I think. The way I type my smses and blog. Its pretty obvious already. roar):

Photos:D

2007-11-21T12:40:00.000-08:00

S-E-N-T-O-S-AAAAAAAAAAAAA:D Group photo before we left(:

They were playing with the ultra-sensitive-game(?) before going to giant!

Resemble someone? :D Self-entertainment on bus:D
Workinghard to start the fire!
OUR FOOD:D
DES IS REALLY PROUD OF IT:D
Maken makan!
Hardwork!
Obvious enough, I was playing around when my darlings were workinghard:D
Slackers:D
Looking so pathetic. I was crying yet, insisted to take a photo during the skyride:D
Beautiful scenery I missed):
Tower2's photo!
I was screaming and crying, thats why my mouth was open :/
Luge and Skyride ticket!
We saw her on our way to The merlion!
Giant Merlion!:D
Again, I look unglam, and pathetic:/
:DD
Another:DDD
They're really adorableeeeeee!
Parrots! Apparently, they dont like papayas as lunch! :D
On the tram!
Took super alot of photos together, yet they all suck:/
But you know I still love you, boy!
Bestest partners!
Do you know the icecream man? WE DO!

Many many more photos! But, I dont think I can continue uploading, due to blogger's problem! But its good enough though:D And more photos with Zhiting:D Love this Sentosa trip with all of them! Loveyall!

***

虽然我从未告诉你，但是，经过那晚，我真的觉得你把我当个挡箭牌来看待。不知道是真的或是我多心了，不管怎么样我都想让你知道，虽然表面看起来没事，但是我心里却一点也不好受。对不起。

And EZZAT!

GET WELL SOON!:D You know you have 2E4's support all the wayyyyyyyyy! :D

Sentosa chalet: 19/11 - 20/11

2007-11-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

Cynthia is back from chalet! :DDDDDDDD

Went for co yesterday before going over to sentosa with the others:D Reached giant and started shopping for the food, and you know 188 took forever to come! But, was so glad, the ride was a fast one. Because, there was lots and lots of self-entertainment by ourselves:D Arrived at Sentosa only at around I-dont-know-how-late, but I know its quite late, and only when we reached we realised, theres no grill and charcoal! No worries, the guys rock, Duz and Malcolm went over to vivo to get it. We started our bbq at a super late time, and its really very very late. Around 10plus to 11? Somewhere there. I felt so like a pig, all I did was prepare the food, and next, I just sat and stone and carry on with my own stuffs. And, I only helped to eat. Gotta thank all of them who took the time to bbq the food and everything yeah! I really love all of you to the max!!

Some people were playing volleyball right beside the pool. Obvious enough, the ball went into the pool. Instead of helping, Des and I were cheering. We're evil! We went to sit at the pool, and due to that reason, we got to bathe earlier than the rest of them. Because we were freezing like ice after we got up. We bbqed till around 2plus in the morning. The others went to bathe and the guys were gross, they didnt bathe! I was nagging at Duz to bathe, but failed eventually. Des and I made the wrong choice to on the teevee, when the guys were back, they were doing something really :/ Finally, we off the teevee, and started with cards, while drinking jolly shandy. At the ungodly hour, 8 of us were making hell lots of noise, but, we lost to the people next door. They were :O.

Wanted to watch the sunrise, but all of us drop dead the moment we laid on the bed. We missed the sunrise): I think Yuanny had a hard time sleep, because for the whole night/morning, she was worrying whether her leg will kick me, and things like that.

Louisse went off early, and we had breakfast at the pit area. Breakfast was :D, with my favourite carrot juice, dimsum and all the people I love sitting together just like a family(: I repeated this twice this morning, thrice now. :D They were saying Im crazy.

Packed up and set off for funnnnnnnnnnnnn!
Went for Luge and skyride. I was really afraid of the luge at first, but who knows, it was the skyride that freaked me out. I was practically closing my eyes, screaming and crying throughout the entire ride okay. And, there was two things I was super afraid of, my flipflop / handphone dropping into the jungle! And, myself falling off. Seriously, I think I missed all the beautiful scenery! Im going back again, and this time round, Im not going to cry, because Im going to brave and open my eyes wide! Cynthia can do it!:D

Went around, and headed for the beachhhhhh! Went to SPCA(I wanted to spell it out, but I can remember whats it =x). The bridge! Was, really scaryyyyy, Super shaky, and at that time, the weather was changing, about to pour. Went all the way up to the tower and the sea was :O, beautiful scenery I should say. Could see the waves hitting the shores. Really nice place to be at. Unfortunately, it started drizzling and we wanted to cross the bridge before it starts to rain heavily. Half way through the bridge, the whole bunch of us decided to stop. Because the wind was so strong, there was some illusion of the bridge moving. And, we decided to cheer for the swimmer. :D

Lunched at koufu, and it started to rain so heavily that we decided to go for movie. Much of stoning in koufu. We were all tired, collected our bags from the lockers and went for bus back to harbourfront:D Anyway, I love taking tram! :D In the end we cancelled the trip for movie because we couldnt really decide where to go. So all of us took 188 home. :D

Enjoy myself very very much with all the 8 of you!:DD Although I was really really tired and was feeling lethagic now and then during the whole chalet, I'll still miss all of you! And, we're going to have more time together on friday's chalet! I hope I can survive through till Sunday!:D
Thank you loves, I had great and fun time with all of you:D (Especially to Zhiting and her mum who spent so much money on us!)
***
Reach home and my dad told me something really ridiculous. But it really happened:/ Kns, I feel so unsafe at home now): And I seriously dislike / hate _, they're the ultimate suckers can! Best vacuum cleaner ever! Shall not elaborate, because Im really tired! Im waiting for Yuanny to get online to send me the pictures so I could upload them here:D

Stop wasting your lifetime, thinking whether or not. Just say the words out loud!

Byebyeeeeeee(:
Oh, and Duz, you're still the squirrel / hamster:D And, Im sure the 8 of you love my smile right!:D

runningnotes!

2007-11-19T11:48:00.000-08:00

Im mega lazy to pack for chalets/camps/outings. ): Yet, I love going for them! :D

Im meeting Yuanny at 12.45pm and look at the time now, I've yet pack my chalet stuffs. I think Im dead:/

My current addiction: Riverdance!
Rivedance rocks, the percussion part in the middle was what I was practicing last night! Super alot of triplets(san lian yin)(?), but rocks!
No idea why Im in co, yet I love band songs so much!

I hope I remember my handphone charger:D and inhaler:D and music score! Because we're going for co before setting off to giant for food and Sentosa:D
I hope I dont get any asthma attacks during this 2days or rather this one week, best will be forever:D It'll be super spoiling if I were to suffer from an asthma attack halfway through chalet which will be fun fun fun to the max! :D Im not going to be the spoiler and Im going to take good care of myself!

Celine will be checking out on our ilco tee today! Hopefully will be out soon!

Alright, I really gotta go pack up, byebyeeeeeeeee(:
Happy day people, and you know band songs rock!:D

Note to self: Dont give up just yet(:

2007-11-18T21:45:00.000-08:00

Have no idea why, Im very happy today:D

Was supposed to meet Des, Jess, Shiwei and Tecksiong at 1.45pm, but I have no idea why I went out so early): And, in the end, Jess came out earlier to accompany me:D

Had lunch with them. And realised, I seriously eat very slowly. And, Shiwei eventually stop us from talking in order to let Des and I finish our food asap. In the end, after Des was done, we started the discussion. Because, I was practically a mega slow eater): Des insisted that we're not slowwwwww, but moderate:D

Settled many things actually. Class chalet! :D

Went for pool after the discussion. Duz joined us:D Didnt talk much, didnt know what to talk about, after such a long time since we've last met. Dont worry, we'll be seeing each other for almost the whole week on the next week:D We can talk as long as we want during Zhiting's / class chalet! :D

Tomorrows Zhiting's chalet:D Going over after co practice. Somehow, excited. Sentosaaaaaaaaa, I shall put sunblock lotion for the lower part of my arm, :D (LAME!) Spending our time in sentosa on Tuesday! :D

Ijust wonder why, I never get any sunburns in my entire life before. Seriously, I never did. And, you know, Im like so :O, tanned/dark/~~black~~. But, I dont have nice skin colour though):

Practiced percussion!
The pieces my jie are practicing currently are super :O, I tried one part, and you know, its very confusing. But, she said grade5's standard is higher than this. I think Im dead): Shouldnt give up just yet! Go Ahcaiz!:DD

Shall continue practicing!
Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

Prefect's outing 2007

2007-11-17T23:17:00.000-08:00

SUNSHINE OEIIIIIIII

SHINE!:D

SUNSHINE OEIIIIIIII

SHINE!:D

SUNSHINE SUNSHINE OEI~

GARY BRIGHT!:D

Angela Chanel Cherry Cleo Cynthia Gary Joyce Kaizhong ShunYu!

We're the SUNSHINE!:DDDDDD

Was prefects outing at Sentosa today:D And, do you guys know, Sentosa Island is really a very very nice place to be in? Im so glad, Im going back on Monday!:D Thank you Zhiting, my lovely girl:D Okay, back to the topic. Anyway, I was late in meeting Ela this morning): So sorry! According to her, she waited for me for 17minutes=x So sorry!!

The moment we're on the beach, we were being grouped into 4different groups. And, started icebreakers. And, it was then, we named ourselves Sunshine too. And had our Sunshine cheer, and everything:D

AMAZING RACE:D
This is one of the highlights of the whole outing? Pretty exciting, and the dragon trail rocks. The humps especially, and the dragon skulls too. We sucked at the quiz, and we went in last I think. But! No worries, its the fun and laughter we had during the whole journey that matters right! And, Im going back again just to take the red line(the red bus)!:D Oh! We sang the sunshine song for Chanel at the merlion! And, Im wondering if I seriously dont have stm. Because, at the Merlion, Im supposed to help my group memorise one passage, and, you know, I couldnt remember anything when the questions were asked. Sorry guys! Luckily, theres Joyce:D

Lunch was :D Fullllllllllllll~
We were supposed to do area cleaning but sunshine ended up taking group photos! :D

After lunch, we were supposed to refill our bottles. Cleo, Ela, Kaizhong and myself, went around looking for the water cooler, and in the end, Jess finally told us theres no water coolers, but water taps ): But, its okay, its still water right:D

We had a cheering / cheerleading session before our waterbomb:D Seriously, I like this part the most(:

WATERBOMB!
Just like the previous year, we had our waterbomb! Wasnt wet, ): To me, if theres any water activities, and you're not wet, its really disappointment! Well, its alright though, overall was fun. Except one thing which made me really :/, shall not mention it here. &I found out I suck at throwing waterbombs, my bombs never burst, I have no idea why. ):
&Gary and YienJun were the main targets of everybody.

Had the final debrief before we were dismissed. And, sunshine won:D Yay, Chanel said it was because we were united! Yay, Sunshine rocks(:

Way home was really endless laughter. When we were on the train, Cherry, Shihui and I was laughing at Ela's funny actions very much. Shihui even laughed till her mouth hurts! And, didnt know Kaizhong can gaoxiao too! :D Oh! Yusheng and Gladys were sunshine's mascot, and YienJun was our photographer:D
&Gary went crazy, wanting to repeat the banja / banjo jump cheer.

Enjoyed today's outing, and lastly, a big thank you to the committee who took up so much time, to plan this outing:D
***
Now, Im excited for Zhiting's and class chalet! Which are both coming up next week! Although Im going to be broke, I dont really mind, because its events whereby I have endless fun with friends! :D Okay, not exactly endless but very very very very much fun:D

My jie is practicing percussion now:D And, Im going to join her!:D
Byebyeeeeeeee(:

Your smile(:

2007-11-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

From Celine's livej(:

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands.
If you see:
Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left:
Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right:
Loves challenges type Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left:
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right:
Likes to take care of others, leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.
***
See, Im considerate:D Haha, actually I dont really have any idea how true this is.

I hate staying at home all day long. I'll never fail to fall ill. Flubug will always find me you see. I wonder whether it is so bored too, so eager to make friends with cells in my body. :/ Whatever, falling ill almost every week now. Roar): Get well soon Ahcaiz!(:

Kyle Patrick rocks:D
And you know, Im starting to watch soccer alot. :D

2Chalets next week. I am going to be so broke after next week):

&我想那已经证明一切了吧。

Going off,
Goodbye(:

):

2007-11-15T23:25:00.000-08:00

D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

Note to self: Cheer up! &it'll be just fine(:

2007-11-15T21:39:00.000-08:00

Didnt play well enough during combine practice today): I really want to play well, and better yeah. I need to practice more! Promoting to sec3 already, plus, Im planning to take percussion grade5 exam. So, I must work harder! (But, I doubt I will pass if i were to take it lah, theres like this oral section. Which, I'll definately fail it? ): )

Sigh.

Not in the mood for anything actually. Just waiting for Xj to get online to send me the picture. And I'll go to bed. I am feeling so screwed again:(

Bye people.

Cheer up, &ily(:

2007-11-14T23:39:00.000-08:00

Posted at 6backseats(:

To Yanling:
No worries, dont worry about me okay. I understand you're sad, yes, I am too. But the blow I suffer, is never going to be as hard as yours I guess? Dont worry, although Ive always wanted 8subj, and thought I could make it, Im really alright. You dont have to apologise(: I just need time to adapt and understand okay! Meanwhile, lets all be back to our usual self, and enjoy our holiday. Because, its gonna be the last time when we could enjoy ourselves to the fullest before the nightmare begins! So! Cheer up okay(: You know, you have our support:D Loveyou(:

To Jess and Kx:
Although we're not in the same class, we can still be best friends okay! Dont give up just yet, if you girls are going to appeal, Im going to give my fullest support(: And, just like what Ive stated in our 6backseats, I'll love you girls till the very end. Because, all I need is you(: Love you girls:D

Oh! And, Xj is starting work tomorrow! Goodluck, and workhard okay(:
You can definately do it, be alert okay! :D

Because all I need is you(:
Clique6 is love:D

A chance that I rather forsake.

2007-11-14T08:00:00.000-08:00

The results settled everything.
Neither did I get into my first choice, nor my second choice. That wasnt really the result I wish to see. But, on a brighter note, Ive found friends who are really true good friends, who stood by me, giving me their support and doing their best to comfort me. Thank you friends(: You know who you are, because I've thanked you guys personally already(:

Still, ~~eager~~dying to know why did I got 7subj, instead of 8.
Like what monkeyfriend said, thought I could make it. I thought I could too, at first. But, the truth isnt really like the way we thought? Dont worry guys! Im okay(: Although, still feeling a little upset with the results, but I know Ive done well enough for myself, for my family, and for everybody who gave me support all along. Now, that my combination is out, I gotta admit, I dont feel that its a fair split. But, Im sure, hours later after Ive find out why, I'll really feel very much better(: Because, Ive chosen to trust the school on how they do things, and if its this way, I believe, they have a reason in putting me in 3b.

Hang in there, Ahcaiz!:D
No matter what happens, there'll always be a way out(:
Yes, thank you, with this, I'll stay strong, and keep going:D

Hey friends!
Dont worry about me, you guys will see the cheerful Cynthia again soon(: Definately, sooner than you expect this time! Ive learnt and grown from experiences(:
No failures, but learning experiences! (wonder how many still remember this)

Okay, (:
Smile people, :D

Note to self: Just breathe.

2007-11-13T16:32:00.000-08:00

Didnt have much to update these days, plus, I did not even get the chance to use the computer last night for more than 1/2hour. Whatever.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS KOH!:DDDDDD
Thank you for all you've done for the class for the past 1 and 1/2years, (:
Really appreciate you effort, and Im sure, 2E4 loves you! :D

Had co yesterday.
The song we had during combine practice was :O, really slowwwwwwwwwww! And, Natalie and I had some problems counting here and there for the first part. But the second part went fast, and I almost couldnt catch up! And, I was practically staring at my scores so closely, that i almost forgotten theres a conductor infront of all of us. Obvious enough, got scolded ): Well, its okay, although I gotta admit it was very embarrassing, but Im kind of used to such scoldings already. So, Im still looking forward to co practices(: Oh! We tried some drumset basic:D

Kind of regretting my choices now. If I could turn back time now, I'll definately make a wiser choice. ):

Manymanymany things are troubling me now, but I just couldnt name them all.
Please, please, let me come to a decision. I really hate what Ive placed for first choice now. I guess, sleeping / chocolates wouldnt help now. Because, Ive realised, this issue will not be solved if I continue to runaway this way. I know what Im thinking now is so wrong, and its so not like my thinking, but yes, I really want to be in the same class as all of you):
Many has been telling me, never to let anybody affect your choices, and decisions. Ive tried really hard, to convince myself that spliting into different classes is the best way for all of us to excel in our studies, but, something in me is going so wrong now. I really have no idea why, before the last day of school, I seriously thought, we shouldnt follow what our friends had chosen, and see no point in doing it. But now, Im kind of regretting my choices. I know im not being rational thinking this way, unfortunately, I cant help too):

And I know, its all up to myself for now.
But, I also know, whatever decision Im going to make, I have clique's support. (:
To Clique:
Your existence gave me hope, gave me faith to carry on with life. Really love and miss you girls, I just want to see all of you soon. And, Im so glad, we'll really have a meet up tomorrow. I hope I could fast forward time(just for now), to meet you girls sooner. With much love,

Saw that message from love yesterday during co. I thought Ive made it through, but sadly, I did not.

Its time, byebye(:

:/

2007-11-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

我只知道，我们现在该做的是冷静下来，好好地听对方说。

never regret something that once made you smile

2007-11-10T21:13:00.000-08:00

Ive been wasting my time away D:

Really poor these days): So, Im going to work tomorrow. Even though Im really lazy these days, but for the sake of not wasting time, and my upcoming chalets, Im going to work for money(:

And, finally Co is starting in 2days' time:D

Anyway, went for cip in the morning again.
Des and I met this lady whos really really kind. And her child and nephew are adorable! :D Not forgetting the tiny dog she has. :DD

Please bear with me, entries in my blog these days will be really boring I guess. Because, I hasnt been going for any outings / actitivies / anything that is interesting.

Thats all for todayyyyyyyyy, byebyebyebyebye(:

theres no other ways when it comes to the truth.

2007-11-10T00:43:00.000-08:00

When the world stands and knock us down, we'll prove it to them once again, its possible.

I once told myself this, but, is it really possible?
Ultra low confidence level Im having now): Roarrrrrrrrr DDDD:

Very very down now):
_ ____ ____ ___ ____ __ ____ ___, _____ ______.

All of you know its hard for me,

2007-11-09T03:06:00.000-08:00

D:
I had a nightmare last night. I was so glad Yuanny's sms woke me up and Yuanny, please rememeber, its a nightmare not any kind of sweetdream okay! Now, I dont dare to sleep lah): The moment I shut my eyes Im reminded about the dream): Roar!

Went out for cip today!:D
Guess what! Des and I was so so lucky that we saw this guy who've gotten the world's sweetest and cutest smile okay! Seriously, :D Des agreed with me okayokayokay! (Hello monkey, you gotta see him, you'll melt even if you're a guy! :D)
But as usual, manymanymanymanymany mosquito bites. And we met this weird uncle who digressed so much today:/ Des and I almost went crazy, plotting to run away. Hahaha!

And Angela was so humorous! Along our way, she was so high but only a part after we alighted from the bus when we were on our way to mayfair park. I bet you miss the bus driver right! Hahaha=x

And anyway, if all of you didnt notice, we were super unglam when we were on the overheadbridge okay! Look at those picture when Angela, Des and I were posing like some IMH-patients. Really :OOOOO, but was so glad, I had lots and lotsa fun with them(:

Bought Yuanny the ballon she wanted so much. (:

And after I got home, I went down with jie to rent Phantom's DVD! And we got it(: We were so so lucky! Finished watching, but was kind of distracted in the middle. So, Im going to watch it again:D And the songs in it seriously, rocks to the max! :D Phantom of the Opera rocks:D

Ah):
Im so so so so guilty! I forgotten about Tecksiong's birthday!! D:, Im so sorry Tecksiong! You've always been a very very nice friend! How can I ever forget about your birthday!!! Ah): I hope its not too late:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TECKSIONG!:DDDDD
may all your wishes come true, and continue to be nice. Because, you've really changed and become a really really nice guy! Thank you for all the memories, smile!:D

8november was really fabulous day! With so many nice and beautiful things that had happened(: I really love ~~today~~ yesterday!

Continue to smile people, :D

THE GAME PLAN! :D

2007-11-07T22:12:00.000-08:00

We watched The Game Plan togetherrrrrrrr:D
As usual, I cried, but it wasnt what I asked for okay! It was really touching! And the little girl looks like Louisse's sister! xD

Had lunch together after our movie, was great I thought. Guess what! I went to cut my hair! Was a last minute plan, Xj was telling me to cut my hair lah): And I went all the way to Bukit Panjang, because Yuanny said it'll be good there. My fringe is so much weirder than before! I hope it'll grow soon(:

Waited till 8pm and board the cab:D Dropped Xj off at his place, and I realised, your place is so deserted okay! Its so far away from the lrt station!!(no wonder you're always late=x)

&I did not cheat lah! I am of the same height as you okay Xj!! :D
&If we were to go out together again in future, please make sure you do not play dota before coming out okay! Or else you'll be late again, and you know you're always late! :D (but okay, I was late today, so, very very sorry!)

Had a great dayyyyyyyyyy(:
***
From Nic's blog(:

top 3 girls. :)
Not in order.

#1Nic(:
#2 Clique! (Ft, Jess, Kx, Yl, Yuan)
#3 Smartiessssssss:D (Des, Viv, Zt)

1 . Are you older than number 1?
:D yeahhhh!

2. Are you older than number 2?
Only Jess is older than me :D

3. How did you meet number 1?
Dazhong PS! :D

4 . If you were crying would number 1 cheer you up?
OF COURSE!

5. Where is Number 3?
Home i guess?

6. Have you hugged 2?
Yes! All of them:D

7. Who have you known the longest?
Nic!

8. Who have you know the shortest?
I think I know Clique and Smarties at the same time:D

10. Whos the most awkward to be around?
NONE!:D

11. Are you taller than number 1?
Sadly, no):

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top 3 guys. :)
Not in order.

#1 Duz!
#2 Monkey friend!
#3 Xj!

1 . Are you older than number 1?
Nah):

2. Are you older than number 2?
Nah):

3. How did you meet number 1?
2E4 rocks! this amazing class brought us together!

4 . If you were crying would number 1 cheer you up?
Of course!

5. Where is Number 3?
Home?

6. Have you hugged 2?
Erh, nope.

7. Who have you known the longest?
Duz!

8. Who have you know the shortest?
Hmmm, Xj ?

10. Who’s the most awkward to be around?
None?

11. Are you taller than number 1?
No):

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1. Name one person who always texts you.
Not much idea, on the average, everybody sms me lah (:

2. Do you think some people are born stupid?
No!

3. Name one negative thing about you?
Super emotional!

4. Status?
stonerrrrrrr

5 . What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
On a cab?

6. Sport you wanted to learn?
Soccer? Rugby?

7. Ever tried gymnastics?
Noooooooooo

8. What was the last thing you bought?
Hmmm,

9. Do you talk a lot?
Obvious! I do!

10. Do you believe that love is blind?
Yes, definately!

11. Where is your brother?
No ideaaaaaa

12. How was your day yesterday?
Work):

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
No idea lah!

14 . Are you an optimistic one?
I think so?

15 . People describe you as....
Spastic!

16. Contented in life?
Hmmm, yes?

1 7. What was the last thing you bought?
Asked already?

18. Are you happy with the love of your life?
Yes? :D

19. Do you skip meals?
Sometimes

20. Do you consider yourself smart?
Nahhhhhhhhhhh.

21. What color is your gate?
Brown

22. Reason for living?
To put a smile on your face:D
[because, I'll live my days, to put a smile on your face! (refer to my profile:D)]

23 . Are you typically a jolly person?
hmmmmmmmm,

24 . Name one enemy of yours:
Pimple, fats, and D:

25. Name one close girl friend:
Clique!

26. Now, Who's the first person in your mind?
All the people I mentioned above. (:

27. What did the last text message you received say?
Im too lazy to check.

28. Do you go to the gym?
): Sadly, no. ):

29. Song playing at the moment:
Hero!

30. How do you cope with stress?
Chocolate / by talking to Monkey friend! / Breathe :D

31. Ever broken someone's heart?
Everybody does.

32. What makes you happy?
Hmmm, simple things?

33. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Byebye to Xj. haha.

34. How much is your tuition fee?
No tuition! IM A ROCKER:D

36. last person u textd? about wat?
Des? No idea, forgotten.

37 . last thing you ate?
My meltz without tomato and pinapple! :D

38. ever made someone cry?
I think so?

40 . favorite song when you're drunk?
Erm, Im never drunk :D
***

First You say you won't
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on

-Jenny (Click5)

Rocks! Click5 rocks!
Gotta thank Cleo for sending me the song in msn!(:

I am tiredddddd):
Bye people! Its Deepavali tomorrow, have a nice day and smile people!:D
8November, its gonna be a happy dayyyyyyyy:D

Happy Birthday Dear<3

2007-11-05T21:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC!:DDDDD
I love you my darling(:
You've always been there, all the time! (: Thank you for all you've done, and may your 13th birthday be a very wonderful one. Enjoy the holiday, and we shall meet up soon okay(: Stay happy and smile smile smile!!:DD

Im back from camp(:
Actually, it was yesterday that I was back. But, I was sleeping my way through. And, wasnt really in the mood to do the updating too.

GROUP7Crystalbel Cynthia Eefeng Jenny Ruonan Shimin Shuqi Siuyi Xiaolei

First day of camp!
We had our icebreaker games before our sectionals. Was a successful one, because we really did know each other more, and things like that. Group 6 and 7 became the buddy group! I think, I sucked at the trust run can! Hahaha. But we did had fun together(:
Sectionals was zzz. But, at least we practiced Xing Hua Jiang Nan!

Ultimate frisbeeeeeeeee! Super tiring but rocks okay! I was with Group1 on the first day. Was enjoyable with them. Because they're really a very nice bunch to be together with! Thank you Group 1 for the fun and laughter! :D &Yusheng was really :O, his throws were powerful canzxzx! Unlike mine ): Hahaha. And our coach was really nice(:

Music appreciation workshop was rather boring. But at the same time, I kinda of enjoyed it? Because, its part of the camp! But what was bad was, everybody was too noisy! Sigh. After the workshop there was this impromptu activity, the night walk. Conducted by the seniors. Really gotta thank them for coming back, despite of the O's going on. Anyway, before leaving for the night walk, the orchestra watched Jaychou's mtv together! The whole vcd/dvd okay(:

Didnt really sleep well that night. ):

Second day of camp!
We had our captains' ball match! Lost to our buddy group): But we had great fun!
We had milo and bread as breakfast): Very not appealing, but we have to have it lahhhhh): And my milo was so diluted can! Combine practice was rather depressing. Was being laughed at because my rolls wasnt good, and I looked funny when I did my drumrolls. But hey, its not what i ask for okay): For those who've laughed at me, its seriously not what ive asked for okay): And to those who've been laughing at Tongz, I gotta say, its not funny at all okay. Suona is freaking difficult to play okay, so stop laughing at him. And he is not a clown.

Joined back to my original group for the carnival. We rocks can, we went all the way to semi-finals! And lost to Yuanny's group in the end): Kenna trashed. Hahaha. But ultimate frisbee was fabulous okay! (:

Station games were the highlight of the camp, and of course it was the best! (: Doodling on MrSeah's face was the most exciting part manzxzx. :D It was when hitler meet baogong. Heehee:D

Went for committee meeting till 1plus and went back to sleep:D
&Sorry Yuanny, I left you alone in the room that night): Im really sorry!

Last day of camp!
Had combine practice and this time round, it was a better one(: Full of laughter during the practice. Natalie's "Yes!" was so loud and her action was so gaoxiao okay! And Shenlaoshi say we're going to perform the song - all I ask of you(from Phantom of the Opera)! Im looking forward to it! :D

Went home and slept my way through. (:

In a whole, a enjoyed the camp with all the campers! Thank you everybody, for the wonderful memories(: Smile, and I look forward to the next practice(: Cyall!
***
Went for cip work today!
Was bitten by manymanymanymanymanymany mosquitoes can! ): And Angela was very humorous.(: Whenever theres angela, theres laughter! :D Had korean food with Des and Yuan! The noodle rocks right! Actually wanted to get the flower for Nic, but didnt really know when we'll meet. So, Ive decided to get it when we're meeting up(:
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE! :D

I miss Duz):

Flu bug is back): I need rest, Byebyeeeeeeee(:

All the fun times, I'll miss you love

2007-11-02T11:27:00.000-07:00

We don't need to go too far
Let's hold on to who we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you

-All I need is you (Click5)

:D Click5 rocks!:DDDDDDDDDDD

Currently, HIGH!:D
Been looking forward to this camp manzxzx!(:

Seeyall on Sunday / Monday!:D

just a little brighter,

2007-11-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

Oh man, I thought I typed something this morning before leaving for Co. But now its gone! Nvm, its okay. Because its all nonsense? Hahaha.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIALE(:
jiayou in co!

Today's Co was good, I think? I think Im hating _ more! He is so :/ And, I hope I could be strong enough to run with the timpani lah! Have so much faith in me, thinking I could do it. Thanks man! Whatever!

Seniors rocks!
Especially people in commitee! I have no idea why, but I just like it when the commitee is together :D Seriously, I know we're going to have fun tomorrow, because theres all of you!!! Theres really many and manymanymany of you who're superduper humorous! Im so blessed to be in the commitee with all you and my lovely Zhiting! :D

Finally found a junior whos like me:D
JANICE! We got on the same bus on our way home. And we were :O, when the both of us were together, we were making hell lotsa noise! Thats not the main point! Shes simply so enthu over all the things okay. And, thats a very good attitude to have alright Janice!

Hey juniors! keep on going, we'll all have great time together tomorrow / the day after tomorrow / everyday in future! Have faith in co, its the passion, not anything else. Please remember this, do not think coming for Co practices is a burden, in fact, it is fun! Just come with an open mind, that you can learn more from others alright! If you're going to think the way I think, Co is gonna play a very very big part in your lives! (:
Smile people, and I love people in Co! ROCK ON EVERYBODY, and enjoy the camp! We'll all have great time together!

Dinner with Nic rocks(:
Thank you so much dear for listening to me! I love you so much! And, I still remember, YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!!!! I'll give you 10sunflowers if my pocket allows me okay! :D
5Nov, 5Nov, 5Nov! :D

I haven even started packing a single thing for tomorrow's camp! I gotta go! Byebye(:

Forever is a longlong time. &time has a way of changing things.

2007-10-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

So many people enter our lives.We have to keep the door open so they can come in.
But it also mean you have to let them go.
Somehow true?

Anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE!:D
AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING VANDANA!:D
do stay happy alright! we shall meet up soon:)

Nothing much to update about today, just some thoughts that have been lingering in my mind for quite some time.

Time, has a way of changing things. Seriously, I am sure, thats really true.
And that applies to friendship too. Friends who drift apart, are they still friends? I really wonder. Has been keeping this particular thought in my mind for quite some time already.

&Simply because of one group of people, it changes our friendship so much. You didnt say anything, but you show all of us that, when you're with them, you're happier. I just dont get it why, and how did this group of people change you so much. Compared to the friendship we shared for such a long time, do you think its worth it for you to give us up for them? Im not saying that they suck or whatever, seriously, no okay.

Been thinking for quite some time, if I should tell you how I felt over your actions and everything these days. But the answer to this thought is somehow a negative one. Somebody please help and tell me what i should really do, to save this friendship. Or maybe, things had really reach the point of no return, when you've really met your true good friends, and decided to forbid us. Which ever way it is, I still hope theres a way we can be friends like we're in the past. Because, together, we've made really memorable memories, I really dont wish to see anybody so close to me / us walking out of my / our lives so easily.

Not referring to anybody who is currently reading this post. Because, Im very sure, the person Im referring to, will not be here, reading this. Im very sure of it.
***
Jh just told me something, really hilarious.
and Im having a great time chatting with her.

And actually Xj and Yuanny too.
Im so mean to curse Xj to have headache if he play dota today. But I think its of no help, because, I bet he is off playing dota with his friend now. So bad): But he is really having a headache now, so rest well and take care! Stop playing dota!

Yuanny please take care of your health. Especially your skin. I think its not going to rot lah, just stop scratching, because the more you scratch the more you itch! Take care! And I hope its not dengue!!! Rest well girl(:

Thats Co tomorrow, I shall go off already.
Byebye people!

P.s. Monkeys never say die! JIAYOU!:D

Please remember those memories, (:

2007-10-29T22:06:00.000-07:00

I took a super long time to complete the previous post. 2E4! All those all things I wanna say to all of you on Friday, but sadly I didnt have the time and courage to do so. Im really afraid, if i were to tell you guys about it, I'll start crying ):
I just hope, our friendship remains and last for long alright! IM ALWAYS LOVING 2E4! :D

26oct - 28oct (Friday - Sunday)
Aliff Cynthia Florence Gary Hadad Ji A Joshua Junyuan Kelway Kenneth Lin2 Nabil Reena Vash Yongren TrainerUmar
SQUIRES ROCKS!:D
The prefects had a camp at the MOE DairyFarm Advanture Centre(??). We were under Innotrek! :D I could really say, that was a fruitful trip. Ive actually learnt alot about many people who I've always unfamiliar with. And not forgetting, learning how to become a better leader from fellow seniors/peers/juniors and of course, the trainers, and, Im so glad ive kinda overcome my fear of the Challenge Rope Course(CRC)!

CRC
I did twice this time round. The very first time, i actually failed to get pass it. However, I did not give up and decided to go up again! I think I look / sound weird motivating myself at the top. But, thats who I am, and its hard for me to change!
For this activity, Ive learnt to trust others more. It was my friends who were there, belaying me. I know I gotta trust them in order for myself to complete this task. I was so glad, I did and managed this task in the end!

We had our nightwalk and confidence way together. I gotta admit, I was afraid when we have to go alone in the forest. But, fortunately, Cynthia is still alive here! The scenery at the quarry was great that night, and it was true that the moon lit up the whole night sky that night! :D

Second day's expedition was really great! We did trekking for almost 8hrs. Okay, we rested for 2hrs actually. HAHAHA! The journey was certainly tough, and very very tiring. However, all of us did made it through. Im so proud of all of us! And, on our way to the final destination, we came across this really cute monkey family who posed for Miss Ngiam to take a picture of them! Theres really monkeys in Singapore!(we did not look into the mirror okay!! :D) All in all, the expedition was the best part of the entire camp. And, we had this watermelon named Botak by us, with us for the whole journey. I think Florence fell in love with it! hahaha=x But seriously, I thought my team was really an impressive one! If I were to be given the task to do the trekking all alone, Im very sure, i couldnt make it there. Because there was all the people there with me, giving me the support, it was the reason why I succeed! So! Thank you everyone!

Really gotta say, this campfire preparation is that best Ive ever had so far! Even the previous camp i went, we did not had that much fun and laughter together too! I thought, it was during the preparation that everyone started to talk and contribute manymany ideas. Although thats a little too late, but! No matter how late it all was, I still thought it was great effort! Enjoyed my days with all of you, especially the Squires! You guys are really great teammates!
Remember - SEARCH, BUY, SELL and CONNECT ALRIGHT! (aliff's part was the best! :D)

Too many things had happened within last week. I dont really have enough time to update about all of them, but, when I dont update about it, it doesnt mean its nothing to me alright! :D Thank you for all those memories and the happy times for the past few days! Looking forward to other chances similar to this camp to know more about the fellow prefects! :D

:D May the memories last!
And, 3CHEERS FOR the 12th PREFECTORIAL BOARD!:D
***
Had co today!
Something was different today. I found out, it was my lack of confidence thats causing me to stop from time to time in the whole music piece. I should really give myself more faith, and trust myself more in order to do it! Go Cynthia! You can definately do it alright!!

Co camp is on Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!:D

I think Ive gotta control my mouth a little sometimes. Stop venting at the wrong time. And, Cynthia, please do it softly! Music, had became part of my life, and to be frank, no matter how tired / out of mood I am, I'll always enjoy Co sessions. Because I love music, and my section and manymany of my co mates!:D
***
Its alright you spoil the whole thing. Because, thinking back, it dont really matters already. (: I just want to have fun when time comes, and lets all have fun together!:D

On a brighter note, Ive found out the reason why(:

Its time,
Goodbye!:D

I LOVE YOU!

2007-10-28T23:04:00.000-07:00

YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE, MY ONLY SUNSHINE, YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN SKIES ARE GREY, YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, SO PLEASE DONT TAKE ME SUNSHINE AWAY!

The sunshine song, is for 2e4!
Back from camp, looking at blogs, reading the posts and looking at the pictures, Im really feeling the ache again)': Yes, no doubt, the watertap is crying again. )': I really dont wanna leave 2E4'07!):

FRIDAY, 26OCTOBER2007.
Was the last day of school.
Went back to the classroom, got back our report books and what miss koh said to me was really touching. I almost cried can! ):
Not only that, we watched our video, the comments teachers gave 2e4 was really great, and all of them thought we're united! And the spirit is always there! Watching the video, memories of us, in the Sec2 camp, outings, lesson times, jokes, recess times, before assembly times, there are too many for me to name them all. Seriously, 2E4 had made one of the greatest impact in my life. Without 2E4, I know, I'll never be who I am today. I am, of course, thankful for each and everyone's support, love, care and concern. (: THANK YOU 2E4!:D
We did our 3cheers in the quadrangle, with everybody playing their part, putting in our loudest voice. We made it to our goal! (:

I realised, I did not take many photos with many people! And Duz! our photo looks like :/ okay! And, you look like you dont even want to be in the picture man): How saddening la! But, I dont mind anymore, because, you've assured me. Not only that, had also show me, what kind of friends we are. Seriously boy, thank you for all the happy memories, and thank you for loving me, and I really loves you alot too!

Before setting off for camp, i was really crying loudly already man! I was reluctant to go for the camp at first, because it was the last day of school, the last day with 2E4 man! But I was glad, Jess and others were there with me. Thank you girls!

TO 2E4'07:
A very big thank you to all of you. Who've made my secondary life a wonderful one. I'll never forget, all the times we had, the ups and downs we've been through together. The never dying class spirit, the bond we had, those inside jokes, the meanest names you've given to me(but I dont really mind actually because you guys are my loves !), the loudest cheer we've ever done together, the camps, those outings, those hard and good times, those laughters, those lessons, those memories and everything, i'll always keep it in my heart and remember them! People, please remember all the memories, all the things we've done, because they're really memorable. And, I've finally understand, and feel whats - cant live without you.

TO: (register number order)
Adinda:
Although we've not been talking alot only till Sec2, I still hope the friendship we've built will continue yeap! We're in the same CCA, Im sure, this will keep us together! Thank you for everything, hope you'll excel in your sec3 and 4 life! I love you(:

Sueyi:
You're a great person, who is really hardworking. Keep going alright! As long as we're part of 2E4'07, the spirit will still be there, the support will still be there. We'll still love each other! Thank you for all the memories girl, I love you(:

Maybelline:
Thank you for all the times. To be frank, through conflicts, I know you better. You're someone I treasure, a friend who will be in my heart for long(: Been a buddy, who kept me company often, do continue to jiayou! And, may we be friends for longggg! :D I love you(:

Desiree:
:D BEST FRIENDS WALK TOGETHER! You invented this, and will always be in my mind. You're one of the people who're always there for me whenever i need someone. So, thank you so much girl! I really appreciate all the things you've done! And, whenever Im with you, I feel really happy, because I know you really care for me! Thank you love(: I love you(:

Diana:
The english power girl! Do continue to workhard alright! I'll miss your screams, and all your actions who've made everybody went :OOOOO. Hope to see you in the same class again next year! And, I've really enjoyed my times with you, (: I love you(:

Faiziyyah:
It was the interclass debate competition that brought us closer to each other, through that, we've know each other better I am very sure. We made it to the 2nd, and I know we've done our best, and it was one of the best memories I've had. Thank you girl! I love you(:

Sharon:
We were in the same team for the interclass debate competition too! And, although even before the competition, we're not very very close with one another, I know that you're really a nice person, with great heart. Whos always willing to compromise with our decisions and everything. I really respect you for who you are, and what you've done. Please remember the memories we've had together! I love you(:

Danshan:
You're someone, who've gotten the sweetest smile one earth! Keep on going alright! Only when you never give up and keep workinghard, you'll succeed! And Im very very sure, in months to come, you can do better okay! Thank you for everything! I love you(:

Jessie:
CLIQUE! As a friend, you're always ready, there for me. I really want to thank you alot. And, thank you for helping out the in the class as the CM! Im sure, not only the myself, the rest of the class do wanna thank you deep from their hearts too! I'll miss the times when I sing the barney song / look on the bright side song during lesson times to you! Please continue to smile, and do talk to us about your problems okay! I love you(:

Kaixin:
CLIQUE! In the clique, I gotta admit, before the clique talk, i wasnt that close with you. Now, I really thought, we've grown closer! I have no idea why, whatever you say, I'll think its funny! And, the jokes you say will really brighten up my day! Thank you girl, I hope, our friendship will not end, and do continue to jiayou okay! Only when you never give up, you'll succeed okay! And you know you still have our supports(: I love you(:

Fangting:
CLIQUE! We've been clique friends for 5years! We're in the same clique during pri school too! Really thought, you're the friend who'll always be there for me whenever i need you. Although I've seldom talk to you about them, I still appreciate the support you've given to me! Do continue to jiayou okay! And i know, our friendship will not end, because I have faith in the both of us girl! I love you(:

Eefeng:
You're another person, whom I wasnt very close with during our first year. It was after you sat with Jess in class that we got close! Now that you're also in Co, I hope, our budding friendship will last alright! :D Your supernatural power of not study before tests, yet could score better, Im really impressed! But, stop taking the risk during our upper sec life okay! Go Eefeng! I love you(:

Atikah:
I remember the period of time when you're away, I suddenly realised, what an important friend you are to me. We did had great times together, and it'll all be in my mind okay! Hope you'll continue to excel in studies and also, take lotsa care of yourself alright! No matter what happens, you know, you still have us by your side girl! I love you(:

Irfaniah:
The silent killer! Hahaha, you did really well this time round. And I hope I still have the chance to be in the same class as you, to know you better in a way or another alright! All in all, as a member of the class, you've did your best in all areas, thank you for the memories and workhard yeah! I love you(:

Syafiqah:
The captains ball sessions with you and others were great. I really hope we'll have another chance to do it once again yeah! Honestly, I really thought you're different from some others, I cant find the reason why, but, I just thought so. No worries, its a good thing, and I really wish that we can always be in the same class yeah! Thank you for all those precious memories yeah! Smile girl, and I love you(:

Syuhadah:
Frankly speaking, you're my closest malay friend! We had great times together, with Roy and Shaun too of course. I really appreciate everything you did, and all the things you've said to me. You never fails to make me smile, and the big hugs we've gave each other, I'll not forget them! You a person, who'll never give up in studies, now that you've did it, I am very happy for you! I just hope you'll remember me, and everything okay! I love you(:

Zhiting:
Bestest partners ever! I've always enjoy my time with you, be it during lessons, co, or during projects, or even outside school. You're always the cheerful Zhiting with the biggest smile(: You've been a very good confidante too! Always so understanding, I really thank you for everything Zhiting! The ups and downs we've gone through together, I hope you'll remember girl! Smile always, and I love you(:

Priscilla:
CLIQUE! You're another somebody who've always been there to give me your support all the time! I'll remember the first time we talked to each other, it was in the hall! You loves to irritate me during / after co! Although I do hate it sometimes, but I think, when time pass by, it'll be something I'll miss of you! Thank you for all the memories, for all the times, for all the laughters, for the company, for the super retarded jokes, for the most sincere heart to heart talk, I love you(:

Sinpei:
You've been sitting beside me for a term. I'll never forget myself, borrowing ruler and eraser from you during maths! Great in maths, you should keep on going and jiayou okay! You're really doing excellent now, do maintain it alright! Thank you for all the times, I love you(:

Yanling:
CLIQUE! You're an ultimate lamer! Nevertheless, you did brought us much joy and fun! I always find you a person who is very approachable, in a sense, I can trust you with anything. You've improved alot in your academic results! Really a great leap forward alright, so! You're a person who knows how to study smartly. Very unlike me, squeezing everything into my head, without thinking if its important or not. Remember never to give up! Because, you'll always have my support girl! I love you(:

Qiuzhen:
You can always come to me if theres anything thats bothering you okay! Just like what I always say to you, we're a class, we're friends, and friends will always stay by you to give you our fullest support till the very end alright! Dont get too upset over those conflicts and everything, because you know, you still have us! Always look on the brighter side of life, and SMILE! I love you(:]

Vivian:
For both years, you've been sitting somewhere near me. And through the sitting arrangements, we gotta know each other better. Thank you for the nice songs that you've sent me all the time! Continue to introduce me more very very nice songs alright! I'll remember the fun we had, discussing about Eefeng's "supernatural power", and how qiang she is! Remember the times we had together yeah! I love you(:

Shiyang:
Although i wasnt very close to you, I still thought you were nice to contribute what you can to the class. And thats really nice of you(: I have no idea if we can still have the chance to be in the same class next year, but I hope you will continue to work hard to excel in your studies okay! JIAYOU, and smile(: I love you(:

Xiaojue:
You left us early, for better education! But Ive never forgotten about you, I always remember the co sessions we had together. The impression you left was that you're always the person there to guild us, although we've not been really really really close, but you've always been nice to me! Im really glad that I've met you in my life. Thank you girl, and I love you(:

Aloisius:
You've gotten an unique name! Through the 2years together, in the same class, Ive really enjoyed my times with you, and others. Frankly speaking, your hairstyle really suits you! Cute guy! :D Keep up the good work! Hope you'll remember 2E4, and the times we've had together! Keep that cute smile boy! I love you(:

Malcolm:
A really thoughtful guy I should say. You've gotten the fastest reaction of all the people Ive known okay! I enjoyed the period of time when we were sitting together. Please be nice to zhou jie lun. Dont give up on anything so easily! Especially on getting good results, Im sure, you can do it okay! GO MALCOLM! Also, may you and Shiwei be the Siam Brothers for long! And, thank you for all the memories you've given to me, I love you(:

Shiwei:
Dimples and Lucky, will always remind me of you! You always give thought-provoking questions, which made me think. Of course, you've made me realised, sometimes over some things, we shouldnt be too rigid doing it. Thank you for all the times, and seriously, Ive enjoyed my years with you, and may you and Malcolm be the Siam Brothers for long! Keep smiling, and I love you(:

Tongwei:
Only towards the last few weeks of school, I realised, you're a person who loves our class alot. And things you said really touched my heart, Im sure others' hearts too. Although we might not be in the same class in future, I hope, we can still be friends alright! Dont forget the happy memories we've had, the HOM lessons we've had together. Thank you for everything! I love you(:

Ruixiang:
I gotta admit, Im not close to you. But, Ive realised, towards the last few weeks of school, you've became rather sociable. And as part of the class, you played your part. Just keep on going to achieve better results alright! Next year will be a tougher one, so be prepared and JIAYOU! I love you(:

Tecksiong:
I really gotta mention, you've changed alot. Of course, the change was a good one. You've become a better person, and more approachable. I enjoyed those msn chats with you, and you're always able to make me laugh whenever Im in a very bad mood. Im so glad, we're friends! Thank you for all those happy times together, I love you(:

Louisse:
Since sec1, we've been rather good friends. You're a person whom everyone would always look for whenever we've met up with problem with literature! Remember once we've gotten an assignment, I went crazy panicking man! But you were there, so willingly, teaching all of us the way to complete it. Thank you Louisse! Do continue to jiayou in sec3! Smile, and I love you(:

Aliff:
Just had a camp with you and the fellow prefects. Realised, you're really a very very nice person! Actually I realised it some time ago when all of your clique members called me _, and you called me CYNTHIA! (anyway, Im not angry with them(: ) Just keep on going alright! I think you've gotten the potential, just that you gotta have more motivation! GO GO ALIFF! Thank you for being such a nice person! And I love you(:

Muhammad:
The grandfather!:D Really had fun times with you and your clique members, with them calling me _, Im never offended, just felt we were friends! Because, only friends would be willing to think of a nick for each other and keep calling it! Thats what I thought. Anyway, just wanna say thank you to you, and keep on going and never give up alright! I love you(:

Nurrudin:
It was only till the last few days of school, I dawned that you're a person whos fun to be with! I used to be very afraid to talk to you do you know=x When we were playing the games together in the big group, I just felt like a family with everybody there! Im sure the class has become more than a class, but a big family right! I hope you'll remember those memories we've had together, and smile yeah! I love you(:

Ezzat:
Your impression to me, was that you're really really quiet. Through these years, you've only cracked a few jokes with me. And I thought thats pretty little. I just hope, we can have the chance to be in the same class somehow next year! And, your clique really brought live to the class! Thank you really much, and do work harder and excel in your studies alright! I love you(:

Jimmy:
Stop being so quiet! I know you can talk alottttttttt! Especially in smses you can really talk alot, do speak up more okay! We've know you for 2years so we understand, and know what kind of person you are, so theres no problem communicating! But, when you're in a brand new class, there wouldnt be all of us, there to understand you, so please socialise with others okay! You can do it alright! Smile more, and take lotsa care! I love you(:

Roy:
Our little boy! Ive never tell you how much I enjoyed my times with you right! Actually, the period of time when you andI were sitting together was the bestest times Ive had in my lower sec life. And I never know that we're so important to you, but after seeing you pm, I really know how much you love 2E4! And the love you've devoted to the class, we can all see and feel it now. Just to say, Ive really enjoy my times with you, I'll really miss you alot. I really hope we can get into the same class yeah! Theres more I want to say, but I think i should write it down somewhere and pass it to you again yeah! Smile boy, and you're still the little cute boy(: I love you(:

Shamir:
You're one of the people, who've made the class a very lively one. Especially during lessons, the super lame jokes you and your clique would say, its really memorable. I really appreciate your effort in everything. And do continue to workhard in your upper sec life alright! Stay funny, and thank you for everything you've did! I love you(:

Shaun:
BESTEST FRIENDS! If Im really going to say everything Ive gotten for you here, its gonna be more than this post's length. The book Ive given you earlier, its really all i felt through these 2years with you. You're different from other guys Ive known, I can always tell you everything I have in heart. I never hesitate to even tell you how much i actually love you, and everything else! Im felt immensely blessed that I have you with me all the time! The people who've given the best times in class to me, its really gotta be you, Roy and Syu. I wanna thank the 3 of you deep from my heart, and I love you(:

Yiren:
The td project let me had a better chance to know you better. Although you're most of the time, emo-ing. But I seriously believe, you have a cheerful side too! So! show more of the cheerful side of yourself okay! Smiling is always better than frowning! Because, we're using lesser muscle when we're smiling! Smile, and be happy okay! If theres a chance, I hope we can still be in the same class in future alright! Thank you for all the memories, and I love you(:

Linghau:
I know you're in Taiwan now. But, Ive always remember you! The percussion sessions with you were really great. You're a very very very very :O percussionist. I seriously want to learn more from you, but sadly you went off. I still kept the notes you've given me to practice! Till now, I still remember you, your actions and everything. Keep on going in Taiwan okay! Come back and visit us alright! 2E4 miss you! And I love you(:

Thank you 2E4'07, you've made my life a complete one(:
Thank you 2E4'07, you've showed me whats unity is all about(:
Thank you 2E4'07, for being there whenever I needed help(:
Thank you 2E4'07, for being the motivation for me to work hard(:
Thank you 2E4'07, for being so supportive throughout the entire of my lower sec life(:
Thank you 2E4'07, for being the unique class Im in!

Im sure, all the 42 people in the class mattered and played a big part in making the class so a united one. Without any of you, I really think, things would be different today. So, Im thankful for all the things that everybody had done, and Im really grateful that Ive met all of you in my life! 2E4 rocks! Like what Miss Tay had told us, even if the class is being separated, the spirit still remains! :D

To:
Miss Koh:
Just wanted to thank you for all the guidance you've given. (: Especially during one period of time when we were all really depressed over what happened to Atikah, you actually called to ask whether we're okay. For that I was really touched, because other than my primary school teacher, you're the only teacher who've shown so much concern to your student. And I really enjoyed my time with you(: Thank you Miss Koh! I'll continue to work hard and I love you(:

Miss Yee:
The fun we had during geog lessons are really memorable, I'll always remember the forfeits you made us do whenever we lost in the revision quiz. You've taught us for 2 years, and you're the one who made me feel that geog is an interesting subject. I hope you can still continue to teach me / the class again in future, because being in your class / lesson, we'll not only gain knowledge but have very much fun too! All in all, thank you! And I love you(:

ALTHOUGH THE JOURNEY HAD ENDED, OUR FRIENDSHIP CONTINUES(:

I'll never go that extra mile,

2007-10-24T21:38:00.000-07:00

If you're so unhappy about it / me / whatever. Then i suggest that you close your eyes and walk(: Because, I am so not going to walk that extra mile just to avoid your face.

~~Some~~Many would say I am being another idiot by doing it. But, Im different now. Ive learnt alot. (:

With much love,

2007-10-24T21:02:00.000-07:00

Today, was quite a depressing day. Got so depressed in the morning that i didnt even want to talk to anybody. But no worries! I've decided that I shall be a happy person(:

Two more days. To be exact, One half school days with twoefour.
Please people, please remember everything. Because, we've made it so beautiful, &so unforgettable that it is worth remembering(:

Im dead):
I need sleep manzxzxz!

Im finally done with the book! :D

DUZ!
I am so sorry, I wasnt there with you this morning. When everything was in a mess and I know you're feeling really :/. Im really sorry, ): I know, apologising wouldnt solve all problems, but just to let you know, i still care and extra amount for you okay! Because we're the bestest friends ever found in 2e4! Cheer up!:D

&Yl! Dont worry okay, I assure you that Im really okay with everything, and the arrangement that i might make, im still pretty unsure of it. You made me think over things, and realised, maybe, you're right. But, dont worry! I am perfectly fine, and alive! :D

The doubts, the disappointments, i hope they're somehow, untrue.
不因该把一切的不满都埋藏在心里，这么做不但不会解决什么，反而会弄巧反拙。

I need rest,
Byebye(:

more than just for tonight.

2007-10-23T19:16:00.000-07:00

We watched Phantom Of The Opera during english lesson today!
Only half way through, but no worries, Miss Koh is showing it to us again tomorrow! :D
I think everybody should watch it!

First thing in the morning, was being informed about our class and level position. Really glad that i did not underperform(: And ive not let myself and some others down. Thank you people, for all the support all of you had given me throughout the whole of sa2 period(:

Had our last pe lesson together. ): I almost died, the captains ball game was very tiring! Seriously, it was only 3 people of each team running for the ball, so you can see how tiring it is right. But! Im so glad i enjoyed my time with everybody there(:
And all of us thank Mr Lee before leaving for recess:D

I think Yfq and I just dont grow up man! During maths today, we did what we used to do during Sec1. Hahaha, we're lame! But, time spent with Yfq Syu and Duz never fails to turn out fun! They're like the people who kept me company during lesson times last year man! I'll miss all of you! &Lets walk together!:D

Oh my tian, Xj arrived earlier than yesterday! Hahaha, he should already be doing that long time ago! Okay, please ace it alright:D
JIAYOU TO ALL!

&I felt so bad this morning):
Over some things, and I think sometimes Im too narrowminded! No way! Change Cynthia!

I shall do some photoshopping later on!(:
I'll do my best to let everybody be on camp tee of my design next year! :D
I'll not let 2E4 down yeah! GO, JIAYOU!

I think I'll be watching the second part of Phantom on youtube later(if I have the time). (:
So, i gotta save time! Byebyeeeeeeeee(:

We're going to make it afterall(:

2007-10-22T21:41:00.000-07:00

We were so high today(:
Im really glad that the chalet plan actually worked out, and the class actually agrees with the "back-up" plan thing:D thank you, 2e4! (:

Des and I played mini-soccer today! I won! :D
Hey hey hey! Im experienced okay, i played with duz and yfq the other time. Hahaha!

I almost had another asthma attack because of Xj manzxzx! He was almost late for his O'level paper alright! Xj! Please come earlier okay! Its o's, not sa2! Im really glad you told me, your paper was :D. There is still a long way to go, JIAYOU!:D
JIAYOU EVERYBODY!

I think I still need someone there to remind me about my schedule and things. Ive been really absent-minded lately. The prefects' camp is on the coming Friday, yet I thought its gonna be on next monday. And when Jessie told me about it, i was :O, freaked out.
): How I wish, we can have more time with the class on the last day. But we have to leave for camp): ROAR! 2E4!!!!!!!!!!

I think the camp is pretty scaryyyyyyyyyyy! the CRC, and everything like the sec2 camp! But, just like what everybody had been telling me, its about the attitude Im having. So, i shall look on the brighter side of life and be positive!:D

As usual, co was GREAT FUNNNNNN:D
Co camp is coming too, next friday! Im really looking forward to it:D

Miss Koe thought us chem during her bio lesson. Though it would turn out to be reallyyyyyyyy boring, but, i found it interesting:D Okay, I am so happy that my first impression of sec3 chem is - interesting! :O, I think thats a good start:D

I am looking forward to many things!
:D, :D, :D !

I need to rest(:
Byebye!

SOCCER!

2007-10-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

And!
Can any of you believe it?

I WATCHED SOCCER LAST NIGHT!
(I did not fall asleep and I somewhat enjoyed it?)

BE A NOOB DAY!:D

2007-10-21T22:44:00.000-07:00

Today, is kind of the official date for all of the secondary2 students to submit their choice of subject combination. My choices are are almost the same with many people. But, we did not discuss alright! This shows that the combination i wanted is popularrrrrrrrr. And, also equals to me having a lower chance to get into it. ):
No worries, I am not going to regret my choice already. Since theres no turning back, I shall enjoy myself from tomorrow onwards all the way to friday with 2e4! :D

O'levels first paper is tomorrow!
Jiayou seniors! Im sure, all of you can do it alright(:
Have faith, and all will be alright!! Go, Go, Go!

I am addicted to youtube I think. And thats :(, bad addiction! I devoted my whole night to youtube. How can that ever happen to me!! ): hahaha.

Co tomorrow!
:D

Anyway, my post is weird today!
I am sure, Yanling can spot the difference! :D

Duz is taking a longlong time to submit the choices. :/ Seriously, he is taking forever to submit it? (finally, finally, finally, he did it!:D) *be a noob day!* (x

&Finally, school is starting again tomorrow! I shall go prepare myself:D

No yoghurt):
Byebye):

to 2e4, class of 2007(:

2007-10-21T16:33:00.000-07:00

one last week together, before its all over for the 4042 of us.

dear friends

lets all treasure the one last week together. less than 7days, there are little we can do, but lets all use this time, to show more care, more love, more concern to one another(:

because, there'll not be another chance for us, to spend time with the same 42 people in future. as a class, we're united, and as individual, im sure, we're all unique.

we've been through ups and downs of life together. and through those, we're more united than before. ive never regretted being in this very class with all of you. and you're the people who made me the cynthia i am today.(:

through atikah's incident, all of us had learnt how much we actually care for one another, how painful it is to be seeing a friend undergoing so much pain all alone. rather touching, to see how all of us actually prayed for her to recover. im so glad, atikah is alright and back with us now.(: although through that we've learnt how vulnerable life can be, but at least, we know, and had done what friends should do(:

although xiaojue and linghau left us early, we've never forgotten about them. and we will always regard them as part of 2e4, class of 2007(:

lessons are what we sit in class for everyday.

those are the only time we have together in school, now that all lessons had ended, i really wish for us, to have just one last lesson together. all sitting at our first year's sitting arrangement, listening attentively, copying notes onto our books; 好希望一切能从新再来，仅仅只有一次，我也满足了。

camps, chalets, and outings, that ive attended with 2e4 are the best. you guys never fail to make the whole journey a wonderful one. althought they might not be perfect, but at least, we enjoyed ourselves(:

if theres ever a chance, i hope we can have more chalets and outings together, (: as a class, all of us being present, giving our loudest cheer again. (:

i thank every 42 of you,

for creating those unforgettable memories,

for letting me be a part of your lives,

for being a part of my life,

for the best time of my life,

love

caiz!:D

you'll be the ones i love, (:

记得。

2007-10-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等着对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

-记得

BEST FRIENDS WALK TOGETHER:D

2007-10-20T18:23:00.000-07:00

feeling so much better after a long night's rest. (:

hmmm,
finally, gotten a rough idea of what my choices of combinations are gonna be.

dear friends,
even if we're not gonna be in the same class, im sure we can still walk together!
because, BEST FRIENDS WALK TOGETHER RIGHT(:

&thank you so so much(:
late at night, im so glad theres still somebody there to listen to me.
thank you very very very much!(: hope i can be walking with you together one day, because, best friends walk together:D

des is so sweeeet:D
the way she started the msn convo was really nice:D &yep! i'll slow down and wait for you yeah(: hahaha, because best friends walk together! (again(x)
heeeeeeeeee:D

lol!
i think this post is all about - BEST FRIENDS WALKING TOGETHER.
hahaha=x

okay, i dont wanna work tomorrow):
i dont wanna fall asleep in school again): help me help me help me somebody!

going to hadad's house tomorrow:D
with zt jess and the exco s :D think its gonna be fun time:D

im back to the piano addiction again(x
gonna spend sometime to practice it later, :D

okay, i shall go,
byebye:D

pathetic phone):

2007-10-19T12:17:00.000-07:00

):
forget about contacting me through my phone. i think my phone is officially dead now. i cant on it manzxzx. shucks.

but i'll continue trying till i give up?
okay, but im just gonna leave it the way it is now, because, im going out!:D

byebyeeeeeeeeee, so if i dont reply to your smses / calls, its probably due to the problem my phone is having yeah.

拥有是不珍惜，当失去时才来难过，有用吗？

2007-10-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

):
was a super emo day! ):

so many things to think about and consider. time flies, one week left.
just couldnt accept the fact that the class is separating so soon. just couldnt imagine how things are gonna turn out after the coming week. when the new school term starts, will we still see the familiar faces everyday?

next week's time at the gate in the morning will be really quiet without uncle):
was uncle's last day working in bbss. jess zt julian and i bought a cake for uncle today, cut it after school. but sadly, i gotta go off for co, so couldnt stay as long as the others with uncle): although its quite a short period of time since ive started being at the gate every morning for duty, uncle had been a really nice person.
just couldnt put my emotions to words manzxzx. all in all, i'll not forget the days when uncle is still around with us every morning!
uncle! wo men hui ji de ni de!

co was the best thing that happened today.
natalie and i crapped. i think i am crazy manzxzx, i can laugh like nobody's business over very little things. and worse still, in dead silence. :/
but, the bluetooth rocks lah! =x

Goodbyes are all different.
Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever.
And the concept of forever is hard to accept.
It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye.
It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are.
They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last.
It's a part of life.

feeling so helpless, theres nothing i could do. ):
为什么，我认识的人会那么没有人情味呢？

and, we're supposed to submit our combination by monday. little time left, yet, ive not make up my mind. ): emotions are all mixed. ):

i need to sleep):
need to rest my mind, byebye):

:/

2007-10-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

roar!
烦死了。):

i was right(:

2007-10-17T23:26:00.000-07:00

heartstrings day was :D
had great fun there and i think 2e4 is the rockest class manzxzx! wheeeeeeeee~
i love the part when we did our 3cheers(: (the feeling was reallyreally shiokkkkk:D)

thank you to those who've spent on our products and games(:
heehee:D

after school had captains ball with the guys!
had two rounds only though. was like burning lah, the sun :O. and im in black metamophosis tee. i was stupid to wear that!
anyway, enjoyed ourselves to the fullest during the games.(:
thank you guys for playing with us, because you guys actually had a chance of playing a better game the e5 guys, but you guys were so nice that all of you played with us:D thank you!

kept your promise, &thats why i love my class(:

skipped lunch.
went for the games try out for co camp. no idea why, but in the middle of the session i just felt a sense of belonging in the committee! okay, although ive been in the committee for quite some time, but never had any chances to bond with the seniors. today, was the first time all the committee members met up right? i had great fun and seniors rocks! :D
im sure we'll have greater time together during the camp!(:

having camps during the first part of holiday, and i think im dead. because they're all cramped on the same week i think! its gonna be tiring, but im sure its gonna be fun fun and fun!

&2E4's chalet is comingggggggg!!!!!!!!!!
im so in love with my very-lovely &very-united class(: wheee!

endless fun:D

coming to results,
it sucked. but its all over already, im over it. no point wallowing in despair manzxzx!
move on cynthia, move on lah! (reminds me of the siam brothers(shiwei &malcolm)' - SIAM LAH!) hahaha, im still unsure of what to choose. but i think im keeping to my choice(:
dont worry, i still have time to think:D

&BEST FRIENDS WALK TOGETHER!:D
hahaha, des told me this in the morning, and we were like going crazy lah. and i went telling this to duz for i-dont-know-how-many-times in the afternoon before we start our game. and, he got irritated in the end i think. thats the reason why i stopped(x
my actions are retarded):

anyway!
HAPPY SYU'S DAY:D

okay, thats about all!
byebye!
(im feeling high now!)

narrow-mindeddddddddddd):

2007-10-16T21:53:00.000-07:00

my left index finger nail cracked in a very very very very very very scary way. i hope it wont break manzxz! and its attire check today(: and, i escape the nail trimming part! but, having long nails is really seriously not a good thing at times. so im thinking to trim it tonight(:

yesterday's work was :/ mega tiring.
and i was late manzxzx, by 1/2 hour):
the first 7hours was depressing, but when it was 7pm, i was freaking high lah. because, its gonna be the end of the day, and im going homeeeeeeeee:D

and, i fell asleep when misskoe screened happyfeet for us. sleeping in class is really not the best way to rest, because you'll have backaches. :/

i spent mega alot today):
suck, my payyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. and fridayyyyyyyyy.
i shall not eat too much for the next two days:D
wheeheehee(:

tomorrow is heartstrings day. (boring!)
although its gonnabe a boring day, but im putting in my fullest effort in the preparation manzxz. i have no apparent idea why, but im just doing it. (: i am crazy!
&we're playing captains' ball after school tomorrow i supposed?? :D

duz!
didnt know you were so sick! better take lotsa care okay, (:
and im so glad you understand my "nobody language", also, this proves that you're under the same category as me! :D we're two of the same kind! alien friends:D
:D, hope to cya tmr in school!!!

im tired):
i think im gonna sleep early tonight:D
heyheyhey people! lets all sleep early yep!(:

im gonna clear all the rubbish in my locker soon, (:
(random!)

okok, gotta go, byebye:D
这依赖一直存在着，怎么甩也甩不掉。

making the effort,

2007-10-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

if theres ever a tomorrow when we're not together, theres something you must remember. you're braver then you believe, stronger than you seem. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart, i'll always be with you(:
-winnie the pooh

to all my friends:
if theres really one day, we've gotta part, remember what pooh had said to his friends(: that'll be from me to you too! through the past few months, i think ive found true friends, who were there for me all along. sometimes, (just like what celine had mentioned), some friendships dont need continuous talks/chats but can still remain close. very very true.

so friends!
even if we're apart someday, lets all remember the days we've had together. and always remember, as long as i call you a friend, i'll always be with you, no matter how far apart we are, i'll remember you(:
***
very depressing to part with friends you've been for such a long time.
even my mum noticed that im getting very emo over the year end separation. hahaha, im just wondering how did i survived p6's graduation. roarrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

pizza hut again today:D
with jie, was full, even till now, i dont feel like eating anything): but the meal was great:D

working tomorrow,
im wondering, what i should really do to be able to sleep early and wake early tomorrow. ):
10hours of work, CAN KILL! but, thinking about the money dropping from the sky thing, i rather work! :D and i think everybody is rotting at home. even jessie, couldnt take the boredom right! sms me just now, to ask me out tomorrow. (extra boredom for her, because the explosion of her computer. ) hahaha, sorry peeps! u girls go ahead with your plans? :D dont rot at home ah, or not you'll stink on tues): (LAME!)

see me yawn on tuesday!
im actually reluctant to go for work tomorrow, but, for the sake of coming friday's trip. i shall go!

&duz!
take good care alright!(: you would be fine okay! trust me, recover soon and we'll not eat mummy's corner yeah! hahaha:D

okay,
gtg go(:
byebye!

P.S. time flies today! &also, must have the never give up attitude okay! jiayoujiayou:D

the counting days,

2007-10-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

i didnt stone of the entire day. its gonna be :O if i managed to manzxzx. but i did much of stoning in the afternoon after i woke from sleep.

i hope, tomorrow will be a different one.
no more stoning. (:

They're the people who make your problems their problems, only so you dont have to go through them alone. You just have to go after what you want. And if it doesnt want you back, then so be it. It doesnt deserve you anyways.
-Nicole Richie

this is somewhat true?

and anyway, yuanny is becoming a pig soon. (just like me lah)
too bad): we're 2 of a same kind! thats why we're best friends:D and yuanny is the rocker lah! :D

2e4, class of 2007!
all of sudden, i miss all of you so much.
the happy moments we've had together, lets all make an effort to remember them all alright! &im sure, we can make this parting a beautiful one. final 2weeks together, i hope we cherish, and remember every single one of us here. we're a unique class of 42 rockers!(:

off i go
byebye(:

over and over again,

2007-10-12T23:43:00.000-07:00

my eyes :/
im gonna die of itch manzzxzx! okay, this is crazy.

i think im becoming a pig after exams. due to the fact that im having absolutely nothing to do at all these days. slept my way from 4pm to 9.30pm! i am dead, i'll see how im gonna force myself into sleep later. i doubt anything can help me to sleep already. im dead:/

paperchecking was alright today.
but i hate the bio part when misskoe just couldnt understand what ~~we were~~ / i was talking about): and i think i can get my one mark! but, nvm, i was too afraid to continue to fight for my pathetic-one-mark. cause misskoe sounded as if shes gonna eat me up already when i attempted to ask about the question again and again and again. hahaha.

kept telling myself, everything would turn out fine. and sa is only 45%. but im still not convinced! lit was horrible lah, okay, more than horrible actually. :/ shall not talk about it. all gonna be fine yep!

&i told miss punitha i was too depressed yesterday to do any with my marks with my phy pp. and she went on telling the e3 guys who were trying to stop her from making any changes to my marks. hahaha, its gonna be funny if you were there. &MISS PUNITHA ROCKS:D

duz and des were kinda "quarrelling" after school. and was sitting beside duz and whoever sitting anyway near will hear their convo and would definately think its :O. really impressive, (well, funny lah!). but i think they almost exploded my brain okay! but im sure gonna miss them, if we were to part next year. but hey yo! look on the brighter side of life, everything is just gonna be fine alright(:

had so much fun on the way back home. duz was on the same bus as us today, i was simply making him laugh so much. but to others sitting infront of me, would think he is crazy, laughing to himself:D and he thought that it was stupid, but i find it entertaining:D heee, thats the reason why we're the bestest buddies ever found in 2e4 manzxzx!

its saturday tomorrow!
thinking of what i should do actually. but nothing seemed to be getting into my mind now.
hmmmhmmmhmm..

anyway,
school was different today.
gotta get used to it asap! go caiz!

and, tuesday / wednesday is gonna be rotting time! ):
heartstrings day, manzxzx!

i did something which was mega dumb/gaoxiao to yl today. i almost went crazy laughing about it outside the classroom. and the worst thing was, im the only person laughing. :/
i think im suffering from some kind of illness manzxzx. too depressed lah!

i guess its gonna be the best way out.
as usual :
you can say the same lie for a thousand times, but it never gets true anymore.

&now, i dont feel like talking to anybody. ): into the semi-depressive mode again:/
sucks:x

okay,
cynthia is depressed, but still alive.
byebye.
我没有足够的资格去插手。
但请你们尊重我，因为我是识字的，也不是瞎子/聋子。我也是有人权的。

its not the end of the world yet, im still alive(:

2007-10-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

no idea why, and how did my results dropped that much. underperform for geog especially. was really disappointed. had the urge to cry out loudly. (i did cry, but i still cant stop feeling upset): - and this is so unlike the usual me!)

after recess was :/, disastrous. sci, geog. and maths, again, im disappointed. with myself, obviously. i did study, but had no idea what happened. and mine, is not much of last minute mugging you see. i did not burn midnight oil this time round, but had my full 8hours sleep, but nothing helps, instead, my results dropped. well, i have no idea what happened. but i know im the one to be blamed the most. not anyone / anything else.

but still!
gotta thank all the people who stood by me all along!
especially clique and duz!

duz made me cry even more manzxz. but, i was touched by his words. seriously boy, even if you have no idea how to comfort me, im okay with it, even sitting right there with me, i could feel the care you gave yeah! dont worry too much alright, im feeling much better now.
and just to let you know, i felt the same way as you did earlier, during english. i had no idea what to do, but just sat beside you. hoping you'll feel the support im giving alright! i know we are gonna be friends for long. (:

&clique!
although we didnt talked much today, i could feel, everybody cares for me. and i really appreciate what everybody is doing and had done for me. thank you friends(:

i didnt know why, im having the urge to thank yeofuqiang, syu, des and zt too!
the moment i see them, i'll feel really happy. and i have no idea why. (totally not because they're jokers, but! they're great friends ive gotten!)
&you too. i thank you many times before, but again, thank you! you're one of the best ppl ive ever met!

down with terrible headache since morning.
been putting up with it for a very very long time already, really had the intentions to pon co in the morning. but thinking back, i know i cant and shouldnt miss this session. and in fact, i was glad i went. practiced another new song. did alright for it, although im still slowwwwwww(or rather fast, i was out of tempo just now :x)

co,
sheila(junior) reminded me alot about the past. when peiqi is still with us.
all of a sudden, i miss her so much. and i wish i could let her know im all ready to give her my support for her upcoming o's! and im sure, everybody in percussion do right!
i just miss the past so much. ):

still feeling crushed.
over results, but no worries, cynthia is still alive!
(actually i dont exactly know how im supposed / should feel now ):)

anyway, is there pe tomorrow?
i have no idea wheres my timetable, i think its in the locker.
&another thing, my locker is really fulllllllllllll. you'll never want to open it, because i dread opening it too. the mess its :O, its really very messy. and im the cause of it. sorry kwangteng! =x

and oh!
gotta thank zizhen for helping me to get back my poor bottle who've been stayover at 3e1's classroom for almost a week's time! thank you!

just realised, ive been thanking people alot in this post.
i shall stop doing that but sleep early(if i could) today. fyi, i couldnt sleep last night okay, i gotta use the beach idea again to sleep manzxzx. but thats really useful i could say.
SO! THANK YOU(x
go ahcai! you can do it(:

the little things, sometimes they're worth so much more than they seem. sometimes, they're the only things that even matter.

bye, and nights to all!

even the smallest light shines in the dark

2007-10-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

:/
why do i see emo posts about year-end thing everywhere! i am feeling emo about that too already):
i'll miss your presence in school, ):

in another life,

2007-10-10T21:37:00.000-07:00

time spent with clique is always so enjoyable(:
simply cant imagine the days without them.
even with all the conflicts we had, we're still a clique:D even with mean names you gave me, we're still a clique:D i still love all of you yep!

yuanny said i looked like a dwarf this morning):

out of mood):
so, im not gonna update about today, if interested, go to any of my clique member's blog. im sure yuanny will update. (HEY YUANNY! IM ADVERTISING YOUR BLOG FOR YOU:D)
and one thing - we laughed like :O this afternoon during lunch. hahaha, thats great. im so glad i did not choke okay! :D

tomorrow will be the start of co!
hahaha, tell you, im dead, not into any percussion business since i-dont-know-when. so, my rolls and everything will go haywire tomorrow. hmmmhmm, still looking forward to tmr's co. miss the combine practices, and of course! crapping with natalie:D wheeeeee!

and tomorrow, we might be getting back our results which is !!!!!!!
hey girls! we can all make it through alright!(:

was reading someone's blog and i started crying when i saw those pictures okay.
just couldnt imgaine the day 2e4 is gonna part ): when its gonna be the last minute we unite as a whole, im sure im gonna burst out crying like nobody's business manzxzx)': i just love 2e4, and i think its amazing, that 42people with different characters can get along so well together for 2years. all i could say, I LOVE 2E4!
and i hope, before we part, i could thank each of you personally for the beautiful memories each of you had gave me. and for the happiest time of my life, i thank all of you again(:

不知道为什么你可以把一切当成是理所当然的。不知道为什么，你能一次又一次的撒谎。难道心中一点愧疚也不会有吗？我真的很怀疑。

theres school tomorrow!
and, its gonna be different from other schooldays. because (this is a secret) :D
byebye! (:

way back into love,

2007-10-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

friendship has no survival value, however, gives value to survival.
thank you friends(:

spent my afternoon tidying my documents.
realised it was in a mess manzxzx, pictures and everything everywhere. weird folders popping out here and there. had a hard time clearing them up.
it dawned on me that through these years of ups and downs, ive never been alone. ive gotten friends who're always here with me, giving me much support and everything. thank you friends, and i love all of you (: friendship has no survival value, however, gives value to survival:D (from limin(yiss), thanks girl!)

down with flu, and cough.
go away flubug):

Just Go - jesse mccartney
I trusted you
Yeah that would be my first mistake
Yeah I...I've been lied to
Your eyes are ice cold blue
A mirror of the heart inside of you

You can't walk back in my life
You had your chance to be by my side
I don't have to hear you cry to know

[Chorus:]
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone

I got a new love now
She's my new love now
And she loves me so
Takes me where you never took me
Although you tried too
Her eyes they read so true
So different from the way it was with you

I don't need you in my life
Forgot what it's like to be satisfied
I don't wanna hear you cry 'cause I know

[Chorus]

Takin' a look at these photographs
Fightin' my tears I try to relax
'Cause you came and you left and it all went by so fast

[Chorus X2]

I got a new love now
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake

:D

oh and!
yl rocks lah!
see you tomorrow! CLIQUE6 GATHERING:D wheeeeeeeeeee!

well well,
i shall go. byebye people(:

stone :O

2007-10-09T11:35:00.000-07:00

planned to sleep my way to late afternoon. but apparently, my plan was ruined. by the children under my block! i have no idea what they are doing, and their voices were louddddddddd.
): i am boredddd, i think this is the first time in the year ive really gotten nothing to do! when i say nothing, its really nothing yeah. somebody get me a job, and get me occupied!!

stone:/

it gives value to survival(:

2007-10-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

take a closer look into the truth
so much has changed over the past few months
But I guess thats what happens
when you grow up and grow apart.
***

just got reminded of my bottle tree park trip with my family that day. okay, its a restuarant, but i have no idea why it is called a bottle tree park. but obvious enough, there are bottle trees there. and i took picture with it:D
wheeeeeeeee, its amazing how the bottle tree grow and look. i told xj that and he say im just being kiddish!:/
look at the bottle treeeee:D

its marking day tomorrow, which means, we dont have to attend school. weird weird weird! i have nothing to do tomorrow okay:/ its weird to have this empty feeling, when theres no need for us to mug like theres no tomorrow. i just miss studying! i know its weird of somebody to say this, but i just hope to have a time machine to turn back time!

&like months ago, i think my phone is gonna cheat me again. :/
thats really really bad, and seriously, i dont have any idea what i should really do now. i hate this feeling):

&jessie just bombed her computer. and with one "boom" the info and everything is gone lah. but the way she describes the explosion, is really hilarious. hahahaha(x

i have nothing to do tomorrowwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!
help me help me help me, get my something to do, someone!

alrightaye,
gotta go. bye people(:

perhaps, its gonna be a totally different month.

2007-10-08T15:57:00.000-07:00

im gonna update about the steamboat trip(:
its just gonna be pictures, cause im too tired to go into details. and of no apparent reason, im feeling very down now:/

save the earth, ):

food food food!

chipppppppps!

before they start

oh, and only till that day, i realised, giant is really gigantic!:O
***
8oct'o7 started off pretty badly. got so embarrassed manzzxzxzx, i just felt so :/. if i could i would just stop the student from going back manzxzx, but too bad, im not in the position to do so. because m._ will answer for anything. i feel its obvious that m._ is making things difficult for me. &别人就算是在自己班上吵闹也就像犯了什么滔天打错似的，他总是毫不留情的大骂一场，但是对于自己的学生，完全是两回事。
whatever, i just feel this school is full of unreasonable people. (and i know im one too, but i just feel he is too much:/)

and everybody were admitted to the zoo for free today! *private joke*

last post-exam activity the class is gonna have together.
was average, the movie was like a lullaby, bringing everybody into sleep. hahaha.

okay, actually, im not really in the mood to blog about anything already.
just feeling really tired.
so, byebye people.
友情，闹到着一种地步,我在想到底还有什么好挽留的呢？

because you're special(:

2007-10-07T17:28:00.000-07:00

i spent my day trying to fix the codes. and now, my blog is with a new skin:D
WHEEE:D

im gonna blog again when i get back from my grandma's house or something:D
bye people(:
it means something to me,